WARNING! Depressing content!
You were laying down, on your bed, in your room, in dark, looking at the ceiling and crying.
You didn't understand the purpose of life, you'll die anyway.. you always met toxic people, you couldn't trust anyone anymore. You just lived because you didn't want your family to be sad. This night was different.
You thought: "why can't everything be like in anime? I mean, yeah, there also are bad people but still everything is better than in real life"
Nothing worked for you, and you were just sick of your life. You felt sick.
Lately you've been doing things that affected your health. Like smoke, not eat, and whatever. You didn't care about your health anymore. You didn't wanna live.
This night.. you couldn't take it anymore. Everyday felt like complete shit to you. So you slowly walked out of your room, making sure your parents wouldn't wake up, and then found the keys of the apartment door. You unlocked your apartment door and slowly and silently walked out. Then you managed to go to the roof of the block you lived in, and once you were there, you got closer to the edge.
The wind was blowing in your hair, and tears were rolling down your cheeks. You looked at the view in front of you. City lights. They looked beautiful, too bad people were ruining it along with the whole world. You never had to admire views due to paying attention only to the bad things in your life, this time was different.
It was gonna be a great way to end it.
You stayed there, close to the edge, staring at the view and crying.
Suddenly, you heard a deep voice behind you "Y/N.." you flinched and turned around to see no one. "Maybe I'm just going crazy.." you whispered to yourself and as you turned back to the view, you jumped a little seeing the figure in front of you. You rubbed your eyes. It couldn't be.. "Definitely going crazy.." you whispered again. It was your all time anime crush. Uchiha Itachi. He put a hand on your shoulder, which made you widen your eyes "How.." you whispered and started crying more "my brain is playing games with me, why does it have to be like this?!" You whisper-shouted, as 'Itachi' pulled you into a hug "shh, nothing is playing games with you.." you closed your eyes, relaxing into the embrace. There was a moment of silence before the boy spoke up "I know you feel all of these..but it's not worth ending yourself..whatever, I won't try to change your mind, but.. think about what you can do in your future. There's no need to end your life.." the boy spoke softly in your ear, sending shivers down your spine "I can't anymore..I don't want a future in this world, this world sucks. I wanna end me!" You cried on the boy's shoulder as he was rubbing your back "I understand.. but you're a strong girl..I always believed in you..you can't give up right now" he said, as calmly as the first time he spoke "Well I am giving up!" You pulled away from the embrace "you're not real anyway!" You ran towards the edge again, but the Uchiha appeared in front of you "even if I'm not real in this world, I am real in your heart.. Y/N.. beautiful Y/N.. Close your eyes" the Uchiha whispered in your ear, and you closed your eyes slowly, suddenly feeling a pair of warm lips covering yours. The kiss was full of emotion. It was slow, and sweet. You never wanted this moment to end, but unfortunately it had to, as the raven haired boy pulled away and looked deep into your e/c eyes, with his black ones. "Please never leave me.." you whispered, your voice shaky, and your eyes glossy "maybe you won't be able to see or feel me, but I will always be by your side. Don't do stupid things..Baka" he whispered, and tapped your forehead with his two middle and index fingers, and then he disappeared. You stood there for a moment, trying to process what just happened, and looked at the view "maybe next time.." you whispered to yourself, as you walked back to your apartment, slowly and silently getting inside, locking your door and going to your room. All the crying made you tired. Whenever you cried, after you stopped you felt relaxed and slept really calmly. You laid down on your bed, and closed your eyes, soon feeling a pair of strong arms holding you tightly. You turned around, to see the Uchiha smiling brightly at you "good night.." you whispered, returning the smile. The boy nodded in response and you slowly fell asleep.
Since then, whenever you slept, Itachi always held you close, and gave you all the love you needed ^^
BOOM! Lmao this is one of my fantasies ngl, and the chapter was based on how I feel most of the time, but I really hope you liked this chapter, I will think about who should the next chapter be about <3 Baii
