I'm so sorry I took a super long break. It's my senior year and I've been super busy with homework and stressing out, but I think everything is okay now, lol. I got my wisdom teeth out yesterday and I had nothing to do, so why not update? I'm gonna be way more active. Sorry to keep you guys waiting, love youuuu- A
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"I think Jack might have a thing for you, Mace." Kayla says. As usual, Sammy's with us and we're all sitting in Kayla's room on her bed.
I haven't told her about what happened a couple nights ago with Jack. I mean, nothing else has happened. We havent kissed or anything, but he has shot me a couple of smirks and i definitely don't want to mess that up by opening my big mouth to our best friends.
I give a slight smile at her supposition. "And why do you say that?"
I might've imagined him just coming right out and saying it to them when i wasnt around, but i let her talk.
"I don't know, it was just so weird at the party." she squints her eyes and tries to remember. "It was like, when he saw you and that guy go in the bathroom, it was like he was nervous. I dont know though. Babe, what did you say he kept doing?"
Sammy cleared his throat and bit his lip. "I don't know, he just kept shaking his leg and messing with his fingers and stuff. But, it was probably cause Acacia kept touching him and he couldn't keep his boner down long enough."
I secretly am irritated at the thought of her touching him. "Okay?" i question. "I can shake my legs and pick at my nails right now, it doesnt mean that i like Sammy."
I try to cover up the fact that Jack might have the slightest bit of desire for me. I mean, i already know that he likes me. Why else would he touch me like that and kiss me like he did?
"Okay, well obviously Sammy doesnt wanna tell you the full truth, so I'll tell you." she gets off his lap and sits on the edge of her bed. "He left." she admits. "That girl kept touching him and he kept scooting over and rubbing his face and stuff, then we heard you guys banging things around in the bathroom, and he just got up and left. Like, he was mad. Didn't say anything to anyone. Just walked out the door."
I know it shouldn't, but my heart fluttered at the thought of him being jealous. I cant help it.
"I wouldn't think nothing of it though." Sam inputs. "He doesnt think anything of it. For all you know, he could be sticking his dick in another girl right now."
I honestly just want to tell Sammy to shut the hell up and let me enjoy my moment. This is big for me.
Despite his annoying ass, irrelevant comments, i smile at the fact that Jack was nervous.
"Whats that all about?" Kayla laughs at the grin on my face, but i just shake my head and keep on. "You like him too dont you?"
I hurry to deny it. "No, its not that. I've just never really thought of jack as the type to get nervous."
Okay, i do like him.
Just a little.
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As i pull up to my house, i notice that Katherine's car is missing, so i just figured that Jack was with her and maybe they went back to get a few things.
"Hey honey." my mom welcomes me as i walk through the door. Shes sitting on the couch in her pajamas watching tv.
"Hey." i sigh back. "Where'd Jack and Katherine go?"
My stomache growls and I drag my body through the kitchen and open my fridge, only to see sauces and gallons of milk and juice.
"I know Jack's downstairs with his girlfriend and Katherine went to go pick up a few things from the store."
Girlfriend?
My heart sinks a little, but i pretend I'm okay.
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As i make my way downstairs, i hear a girl's giggle when i get closer to his door.
"Hey." a girl with blonde hair says when i open the door, she's wearing jacks shirt i was wearing and he was holding her. "You're Macy, right?"
My eyes shift between her and Jack, but my heart is pounding.
"Yeah." i barely get out. "I'm sorry, i didn't know you were here."
Jack didnt even bother looking at me. His eyes stayed focused on the TV.
"Oh, no. Its okay. Im leaving in a few minutes anyways. You're welcome to stay in here and hang out with us if you want." she says and i get furious.
BITCH ITS MY FUCKING HOUSE. "YOU'RE WELCOME TO STAY IN HERE.." LOOK WHORE, IF I WANNA FUCKING COME IN HERE AND HANG OUT THEN I WILL, I DONT NEED YOUR DAMN APPROVAL.
"No, its okay." i take a deep breath. "I'll just be back in my room."
I turn to close the door and tears roll down my eyes as i walk to my bedroom. How could he do this? How could he just kiss me like that and not feel anything? Why? How? Just when i think someone likes me, this shit happens. Its a fucked up thing for someone to do that to me.
I actually thought he liked me, but obviously i was wrong.
I sit on my bed and cry to myself. I cant be upset at him. Its not like we're dating. Sam was right. I was just another girl to him. Another one of his pawns he needed to knock over to keep himself in the game.
How could I be so dumb? Why?
Why did I ever think Jack, someone like Jack, would ever be interested in me?
I should've hooked up with Cam. At least I'd have something to rub in Jacks face, but no. I'll never be like Jack. I have morals and I'm not going to fuck with some random person at a party like he does.
Knock, knock.
I know it's him. "Go away Jack."
I know he could hear my voice through my muffled cries. It only took him a second to walk through the door.
"Didn't I just fucking tell you to go away?" I yell.
I watched him as he walked over and sat on the edge of my bed. And in one instant, a smirk curled from his lips. "Are you really crying over me?"
My face filled with anger and warmth.
Agitated at his words, I wiped my eyes and kept quiet.
"Not gonna answer, huh?" He scoffed. "Well, let me ask you this."
He stood up and put his face close to mine, almost as if he were going to kiss me.
"You didn't really expect me to fall for you, did you?" He began to walk out the door.
My heart nearly stopped at his words.
But, i wasn't gonna cry for him.
I'm the type of person who isn't gonna sit there and let someone talk to me like that. So, without thought, I blurted out the first thing that came to mind.
"Come on Jack." I laughed. "I know what you did at the party."
That's when he turned around and looked at me.
"Oh, you didn't think I'd find out?" I question, trying to get his attention. "I know you left when you heard me and Cameron in the bathroom."
I wait for him to respond, but he just stares at me from the doorway.
"That's a guy that sure knows how to put a tongue to good use." I lie.
I can see his jaw flex as he walks over to me again. It almost feels like time is moving really slow, but his eyes never leave mine. "Cameron, huh?"
I try to cover up my lie. "Obviously those hickeys led somewhere."
He grins at my words, but I know it's really getting to him. "Oh I know, you should see the ones all over Leigh's inner thighs."
GOD I WANNA SMACK THE FUCKING SHIT OUT OF HIM RIGHT NOW.
