~dixie pov
honestly. after that fight we got into i was just too mad to talk to her so i didn't talked to her for the rest of the night. instead i went and fucked 3 bitches at a party with nikita because i was mad and that's what addison wanted me to do. she kept calling me a fuckgirl then ima show her a fuckgirl. i'm in my dorm it's 9 in the morning i'm about to walk to my first class but first i'm sitting on my bed hesitating to text addison.
"what do i say to someone after a huge fight? think dixie think" i said to myself while resting my head in my palm while my other hand is holding my phone. i thought of something.
"hey. i wanna see you tonight and apologize but my tongue will do all the talking" i said out loud while typing.
"too fuckgirlish she's gonna think i'm just tryna fuck" i said softly while deleting the text
"let's make up come ride me tonight" i said out loud while typing it. i rolled my eyes and groaned in frustration. i deleted the text.
"this shit shouldn't even be this hard fuckkk" i said to myself with an attitude. i calmed down and took some breaths then i thought about how i genuinely feel.
"...i'm sorry addison lemme make it up to you" i said softly while typing it. i hesitated to send it but i did. i turned off my phone. i stood up while grabbing my backpack and walking out the dorm.
~addison pov
i'm at work and i've been getting texts from dixie since this morning. i've been ignoring all of them and this one text she sent just made me wanna text back. she said i never meant what i said last night i'm really into u addy. that made me feel bad because i'm ignoring her and she's trying to actually apologize🥺. i've been at work for about an hour now i been at school all day and my shift is over in 2 hours. i just finished up the last person in line right now and i see dixie walk in. she came up to the counter i'm behind.
"stop ignoring me" dixie said to me
"i'm not your girlfriend your words not mine" i said being petty. she squinted her eyes at me.
"you dumbass you said i didn't mean what i said last night" she said with an attitude
"ma'am this is a starbucks i have to take orders" i said to her
"ain't nobody at the counter but me" she said
"hmm interesting" i said sarcastically
"this is all started because you called me a fuckgirl" she said to me
"you looked nikita up and down infront of me" i said to her with an attitude
"it was intentional sometimes that's what i do automatically it's like a reflex" she said
"a reflex right" i said with an attitude
"you're my girlfriend and i'm your girlfriend it was just a fight. one fight." she said
"yeah but that one fight hurt my feelings very badly dixie" i said with an attitude
"fights are meant to get feelings hurt why else are they called fights?" she asked me while scrunching her eyebrows. i rolled my eyes.
"look i'm sorry for looking her up and down infront of you and i'm sorry for arguing with you and hurting your feelings" she said to me looking sorry
"i don't wanna be at your dorm anymore and i don't want you talking to nikita anymore" i said to her
"we" she said until i cut her off
"i know you know live with her i mean i don't want you sleeping with her texting her calling her and being with her without me around to watch" i said
"if it's gonna make you happy then okay" she said
"good now we're okay again" i said then smiled a little
"i fucked 3 girls at a party last night out of anger" she said quickly and then the guilt left her face. she sighed in relief.
"you cheated on me?" i asked
"technically we broke up" she said
"you know what? dixie i don't care it was hours ago let's just forget about this whole thing and do us. together." i said
"really? you're not gonna get mad?" she asked
"don't make me think about it i'll snap in seconds" i said
"okay sorry" she said
"take me out for ice cream and i'll think about if i wanna argue later or not but right now i got orders to do so i'll see you later" i said to her. she kissed my cheek.
"i'll be back in 2 hours" she said with a slight smile then walked out the shop. i might beat her up later.
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Bad at Love❤️ ~ dixison
Fanfiction"why would you wanna be with somebody like me? i'm a mess. no good for you." "i've been through a lot i'm pretty sure i could handle you, baby."
