My tears have run dry
I don't know what to do
I'm searching the crowd
I'm looking for you
I'm tired of this mess
I just want to give up
Want to let go or disappear
Find a way to make it stop
I've had enough
I can't take it anymore
I'm done with the sleepless nights
And words like slut and whore
As much as I'd like to believe it
I'm just not strong enough
I thought I could do it
But its just too tough
It almost seems impossible
To make it through one more night
Just want to let go
Doesn't matter if its wrong or right
Their twisted words and menancing stares
Have torn me apart
I stare back at the pitiful object
That once used to be my heart
Once upon a time
I would have had the strength to go on
Now I'm just weak
And everything seems wrong
Its not as easy as it was before
For me to me to smile
It takes all the effort and I can muster
But still feels like a lie
Everything is messed up
And the world has left me behind
I'm struggling to catch up
Is there something wrong with my mind?
The girl the rest of the world sees
Isn't real
She's just someone that I've created
Someone who's whole and healed
I've lost parts of myself
Along the way
I'm broken and desolate
Don't know what to say
Truth be told
I'm desperate for help
But I'll never ask for it
Just keep everything to myself
The world pushes me down
And I meekly obey
There's nothing left to do
No words for me to say
I say my last goodbyes
Glance one last time at the world
Will anyone remember me?
Or will I be forgotten in a blur?
I close my eyes and let go
In a few minutes I'll be gone
I'll be able to leave everything behind
I'll finally be done
