The Backup Plan (Emily Prentiss's little sister)

Chapter 4

Trigger warning suicide attempt depiction and Sexual assault
Kathrine's POV
          My Evaluations went great and I got a perfect 100 on my gun shooting test. I'm so excited, but I'm nervous around Hotchner now. I feel bad for freaking out and running off on him. I put on a pair of grey plaid tight fit jeans and a black long sleeve scoop neck bodysuit. Taking a deep breath I step out of the elevator walking into the office seeing the bullpen completely dark which was odd so I walked in turning the lights on. The entire team jumped out yelling, "Surprise" I stepped back startled as there is a cake and Garcia is running up to me.
         "My beautiful angel! You're officially part of this team and joining the hall of fame thingy for shooting" Garcia beamed with joy handing me a piece of cake that I happily ate as everyone except Emily hugged me. I looked at my sister she was mouthing "fuck you" to me repeatedly. My hands started shaking as I walked away from the bull pen people calling out for me as I go to sit in my car a mess getting flash backs.
Flashback
I was 15 Emily was 28 we were out for a walk when my boyfriend at the time spotted us. He walked up to me and grabbed my hand hard pulling me away from Em and into him.
          "There's my baby girl. I've been looking everywhere for you, I even went to your house." His voice was low and gravely as his nails dug into your side. You let out a small whimper and looked at Emily. Just in that moment your face was grabbed and jerked to look at him, "Look at me when I'm talking you you Kat." He sounded angry and you looked scared.
          "Leo please... I'm with my sister for today please leave me be for the day" You plead with him. Emily looked away for a moment distracted by a child screeching having fun on the swings. It took 2 seconds for him to make contact with my left eye I felt the orbital bone break but I didn't make a single noise, "Emily, I'll see you at home I have to go with Leo for a few hours" Emily nodded and headed home as Leo dragged me to his car pushing me in the backseat. "Leo I don't want to have sex right now please....I'm already hiding a pregnancy from my family and you know this." He glared at me and grabbed my thigh as I flinched at his touch.
           "I make the rules here." He growled forcing himself upon her as I laid there numb tears rolling down my cheeks. When he was done he dressed me and tossed me out of the car like a rag doll I landed face down. My hand traveled to my stomach scared for my baby as I walked three miles home.
          Once I got to my house I went to my room and locked my door sobbing as I went to my bathroom and saw the crotch of my jeans soaked with blood. I knew right then it was over I had nothing to live for. My sister didn't like me that much, I was second best to my parents, and I had an abusive boyfriend. The baby was the only thing keeping me going. I drew a bath and got in with my clothes still on as I rolled up my sleeves closing my eyes and let the blade run up my arms. I her muffled knocking and eventually a door was broken down but I became unconscious.
—————————three days later———————
          My eyes flutter open and I see the sterile white lights of the hospital room and I see my mom and dad next to me and Emily glaring at me in the corner, "How long have I been out?" I groan.
          "Your selfish attention seeking act caused us three days in the hospital." My mom spoke in a harsh tone as my dad nodded agreeing with her.
            "They did a rape kit while you were out. You were covered in bruises and a broken orbital bone. What the hell happened Kat?" Emily looked at me as she asked and pushed our mom and dad out of the room. I started crying.
          "I've been dating Leo for years..at first he was amazing and made me feel loved but then he started hitting me and it was my fault... when I said no to sex he took it anyway, I was 7 weeks pregnant when he took me away from you at the park. That's when he punched me and raped me in the back of his car..and I-I was thrown out of his car hitting my stomach and I-I miscarried. I lost my one thing to live for through my depression and suicidal thoughts... so I let my thoughts take over but apparently I'm not even good enough to actually kill myself." I was sobbing as Emily just got mad.
          "Why didn't you tell me! My god how can you been so stupid! Fuck you!"
Flashback over
          I'm sobbing in my car as Rossi knocked on the window I opened the door and fell into his arms sobbing he's the father figure I never had. I told him everything about the flash back I had and why I had a breakdown he just held me while I cried. I felt like someone actually cared. He walked me back inside and I heard Emily scoff, "look she is pulling the tears out for the attention." She got called into Hotch's office as Rossi went in with Hotch and Emily. Luke and Spencer came and sat with me as I uncontrollably sobbed in Rossi's office.