The whole room was spinning and that question he asked kept replaying in my head, "Do you honestly hate me ?" "Do you honestly hate me?" "Do you honestly hate me?."
I squeezed the door handle so hard my fingers turned white, I tried to stay calm and relax on my breathing finally letting go of the handle I turned around to face him and all calmness went away the moment I looked right at him.
"Do I honestly hate you?" What do you think? Huh?! You never once acted like a father to me, you despised me the moment I was fucking born. I was an infant for crying out loud!"
Tears threatened to come out but I held it together this man doesn't deserve them. Antonio was about to open his mouth but I cut him off I wasn't done explaining.
"The more I grew up the more you hated me because I reminded you of Cherry and right now you threw away a picture of me your own daughter there's no pictures in this house of me and than you have the audacity to call me a whore! Does that answer your fucking question?"
Antonio didn't even looked phase by what I said he made his way to his desk poured more whisky into his glass taking a sip just looking at me with no emotion in his eyes.
I continued my rant "Elena and Lovella are the only two fucking people in my life to love and care for me, that's my family you're nothing but a burden in my life."
Once I finished my rant I knew I fucked up, confusion and hurt crawled into my body with so much venom knowing nothing I said to this man will ever make him feel guilty for what he has done, he pulled out his chair drank some more whisky and smirked at me.
I was about to walk out till his voice made a comeback.
"Oh Lemon, Lemon ¿eres tan denso?" Laughter started to feel the room but I stood my ground waiting for him to finish. ¿Estás diciendo que Elena y Lovella son la única familia que tienes? Elena ama, no lo negarás, pero tu llamada 'mejor amiga' Lovella no te ama o no le importa, ¿te ha contado su sercreto más profundo? O tengo que decirte mi hija?
𝙏𝙧𝙖𝙣𝙨𝙡𝙖𝙩𝙞𝙤𝙣: ("Oh Lemon, Lemon are you that dense? Are you saying that Elena and Lovella are the only family you have? Elena loves you won't deny it but your so called 'best friend' Lovella doesn't love you or doesn't care, has she ever told you her deepest secret? Or do I have to my daughter.")
I couldn't look at him everything he told me was digesting in my thoughts puzzlement was formed on my face trying to figure out what secret he was talking about.
"Antonio what the fuck are you talking about? Lovella and you don't talk she would've told me if you made contact with her!"
Antonio rolls his eyes and finishes his drink "You did answer one of my questions you are fucking dense, Lemon did she tell you she sent me a picture of you guys when you moved in? Or that she had my number? Don't answer that I already know she didn't. Lemon take a seat and have some whisky you're going to need it, you may hate me now but your hatred is going to be out of this world with not only me but your lovely best friend
Curiosity got the best of me and I did exactly what he told me I poured me a glass and sat in front of him waiting for him to further explain his accusation. Antonio looks at me with wonder he finally breaks his glazed and opens a door in his desk and pulls out a file.
My anxiety started to rise my inner voice in my head spoke 'why the fuck does he have a file?' 'what could he have?'. I take several gulps of my drink till there's no more and start to pour more as I'm pouring more whisky Antonio breaks the silence "I haven't even showed or told you what's in this file and you're already half way down with my bottle."
I just glared at the man in front of me and contiued to drink "Lemon before I get to this file just know I may have not shown you the love a child needs but I do like you in my own way."
This man couldn't even say love, what a father he should be father of the fucking year.. NOT.
I don't say anything I just eye the folder on the desk wanting at this point begging in my head to know what's in there, I felt a vibration in my purse and noticed it's a text from Lovely. 'Lem are you okay? Do I need to save you? It's been a while you've been in that office.' rolling my eyes I sent her a quick text 'I'm fine be out in a few.'
As he's clearing his throat I take a sip of my whisky while he states "Lovella es una puta que sabe chupar pollas." My eyes practically pop out of my sockets and I start to choke on my drink he just starts to laugh "Why don't you take a look." he throws the file in front of me I take the file in my hand and put it on my lap opening it up and what I see in front of me if off-putting.
𝙏𝙧𝙖𝙣𝙨𝙡𝙖𝙩𝙞𝙤𝙣: ("Lovella is a whore who knows how to suck cocks.")
The photos made my stomach turn and I couldn't hold in my tears at this point, my shaky hands kept going through each photo and reading texts messages that were sent. "W-w-what I mean when was this?" my voice was barely a whisper I looked at him with wet tears and all he said was "Does it matter?" his laugh once again filled the room can't this man see I'm in pain.
I stood up took a gulp of the whisky and made my way out of his office with the file in my hand making my way to the living room, I try to calm myself down but anger just filled into my body. Elena is the first to notice me walk in Lovella has her back to me and Elena has confusion on her face which makes Lovella turn around she makes her way towards me but I take a step back "Don't come near me how could you!?!? I thought you were my best friend?"
Lovella took a step back "Lem what are you talking about? I am your best friend always have been." I did the only thing that was right I slapped her across the face and threw the file at her. "You're the biggest fucking liar I've ever seen in my life, you're worse than Antonio he's never lied to me but you are a joke."
Elena came behind me and held me back and Lovella looked at the photos that slipped out tears came rolling down her cheeks "Lemon, please let me explain!".
I got out of Elena's hold "There's nothing you can say to make this okay." I walked out of the living room hearing Lovella plead for me to stop and listen as I'm walking out I see Antonio on the stairs drinking his whisky.
I go into his car garage and make my way to my old Lamborghini "Fuck how I missed you Ginger."
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I get into Ginger and start the car and speed out of Antonio's place. My phone kept vibrating knowing it's Lovella I turned it off and threw it in the back seat. There's only one person I need to see and that's Ash I need hot anger sex right now.
As I'm driving to Ash's the only thing that kept replaying in my head was what Antonio said "Lovella wanted to be just like you Lemon, to see what it was like to be with an older man and she found me."
