Lost and forgotten

Understanding

December 13,20013
Finally, I'm out of that house! No one can control me nothing can tie me down and certainly no one can stop me. We'll yes the child services people can. But no one cares about there opinion. I guess I should tell you about my self since that's what every girl does when they get a diary. My name is Victoria, I am fourteen years old and yes I am a foster child who just ran away.. But I have reasons why. First they were controlling. Second the man (stepdad) he was a drunken fool. All they really wanted me was for the money.
I know it's slightly weird that I'm running away and telling you this but I'm trying to start a new life were I'm not the weirdo or trouble child that is why I am walking to the town closes to where I live. I live in Belmont, it's pretty much the worst town you could ever live in. Murders,raspiest,drunks and thefts live her. That is why I'm leaving to North Grove. I once road past this area when I was little when I was graving to go see family, when my parents were alive.
My parents died in a fire at my old house, luckily I was saved by a fireman. They should of let me died.. I remember seeing the window in my parents room locked while the man was carrying me out from the house. They looked so peaceful laying there not knowing what awaits them. Why I say there window was locked because there's a saying that when a person dies you should always open a window to let their soul be free. But I have no clue what happened to their souls. The fireman out me down and all I could hear was the dreading sound of both my parents screams. Eventually the screams stoped. But I can remember the horrify sound at was almost as if I was dying with them. But I wasn't, I was in the front hard watching. They still don't know what caused the fire.
Anyways enough about my childhood. This town north grove Is a new start for me a new life to be happy and satisfied with my self. I'm going to sleep in the woods. It's the outskirts of North Grove. So I'm pretty safe. Good night
December 14,2013
A found the child services building. I can not write as much but I will when I can.
I forget the name of the women but she actually found me a loving family with no children. They were pretty cool.
I'm surprised a family who wants a messed up child like me. Okay I'm cool with that. Their house is pretty nice, large kitchen and a large house. I guess I'm loving in royalty for a while. The couples names are Howard and Cindy Hughmaker. When I walked up stairs they were smiling, I know it sounds normal but it was how they were smiling as if I was going to solve their problems. I don't see how but okay I guess I can kinda see why they are so happy.
I touch my door knob and suddenly I hear a child like voice calling my name. Pretty convincing so I put down my bag and walk towards the voice, it led to the attic. I slowly open this door but it was steps leading up stairs I put my foot on the first step, then the other. Making booth of my feet on the second step. I thought to myself do I really want to follow this voice that could be nothing? Instead of walking up the steps I just walked back to my room, I opened that door. All I could say was wow, It had all the things I wanted or needed. A large bed, my own bathroom, make up, hair stuff and a tv. It's almost as if I already lived here.
It's about 12:30am I couldn't go to sleep just yet because I swear I saw two little girls walking up stairs again they were leading me to the attic. This time I wasn't going to go back I had to go up their and see why I was led to this attic. I finally reached the attic. It was really dusty but it didn't smell funny it was weird it smelled like the ocean. That is my favorite place to go is the ocean.