We... (Caspar Lee Fan Fiction)

I Need You...

~Caspar's POV~

I don't think I just grabbed her and pressed her lips to mine. We pull away from the kiss and look at each other.

"Ok, I believe you!" I let go of her and start to panic.

"Damn it..." I say and sit down on the bench next to us.

"What? What's wrong Caspar? Did I do something wrong?" Her voice cracks.

"No! No, I just... I don't want you to get hurt." I say with worry in my voice.

"Why would I get hurt?"

"Because I'm not... S-stable." I say and my eyes start to water. She wipes them and looks at me.

"Casper, I trust you."

"You shouldn't..." She cuts me off.

"But I do." She says placing her hand on mine.

"Why? We haven't even known each other for a week yet." I say trying to pull myself together.

"Because, Caspar, normally I feel so nervous and awkward around everyone, like I don't belong, but when I'm with you my nerves go away, and I feel safe..." She starts to get choked up and a tear rolls down her cheek. Then pulls her knees to her chest. "P-please Caspar... I need you..." I can't stand to see her like this. I put my arm around her and pull her close to me.

"I need you too." I say. I then lift her chin so we are looking in each other's eyes and kiss her, hard. I'm worried and scared that I might hurt her, but right now she needs me and I need her more.

We pull out of the kiss and look at each other.

"We better start heading back." She says smiling while standing up. She puts her hand out to me. I grab it, stand, and don't let go.

"On one condition." I say looking into her eyes with a smile. She laughs.

"What's that?"

"You have to stay for a cup of tea." Her smile grows.

"Deal!"

We walk back to the apartment. When I open the door... Bloody hell... I drop Maddie's hand quick.

"Hey Caspar. Hey Maddie." Joe said.

"H-hi..." He looked at me confused and Maddie just stood there quietly.

"Everything alright?" He says raising his eyebrows and popping and grape into his mouth.

"Yeah! No, I mean yes! We're alright!" I stumble through my words.

"Ok... Weirdo..." He mumbled as we stared walking down the stairs. I start panic laughing.

"Well... We will just be," I miss a step a bit, but catch myself, "down the stairs if you need us."

"Yup!" He yells back and I pull Maddie down with me quicker.

"What was that about?" She asks. I breathe out heavily.

"He can't know we have a... well... thing." I say hoping I just didn't hurt her feelings.

"Why not?" She asks confused.

"Because Joe can't keep his trap shut."

"Oh... And that's a, bad thing?"

"Yes! No. Well yes and no. Yes because if he tells one person, they will tell another person, and the next, and the next. Which then might accidentally get revealed in a vlog just like Zoe and Alfie."

"Who's Alfie and Zoe?"

"Joe's sister and her boyfriend."

"Who revealed that they were dating?"

"Man, your just full of questions aren't you?" I say smiling quite big.

"Sorry..."

"No, it's fine. By the way it was Jim Chapman."

"Ohhh... I see." She says like and adorable child.

"Yeah."

"So, are we going to make tea or just sit her?" She asks.

"That's up to you." I say with a cheeky smile.

"Hmmmm... Well I haven't gotten my first video made yet. We could do that!" She said smiling big showing off her dimples.

"Ok, let's." I say and we start trying to think of ideas.

"How about a get to know you, but I ask you all of the questions!" I say quick!

"That's perfect!" She yells out.

"Your perfect." I say with a big smile. I can tell she's blushing. God, she's adorable! I get up and walk over to her. I put my hand on her cheek and pull her in for another kiss. When we lean out of it walk to the door of my room and say,

"I have to go grab something to drink and eat, you want anything?" She's still smiling so big.

"Tea and a biscuit please!" I wink at her.

"You got it love!"