I wish I where her (tsukkiyama)

confession

The video at the top is what I'm basing it off of

After a long day of school yamaguchi was ready to plop down in bed and take a nap but life had other plans, as yamaguchi and Tsukkishima walked out of the large red building a cute girl with black hair and green eyes cautiously walked up to tsukki
"U-umm e-exuse  me but c-can I talk to you "
Tsukki took off his headphones and looked down at the revenet gave out a long sigh and said
"Sure what do you want" sharply as if he had something better to do
"A-alone please " she stated looking at yamaguchi kindly Yamaguchi quickly figured out what was going on and nodded and walked to the side of the building after slinking around the corner he slumped to the ground tears threatening to spill put of the pools that where already forming in his eyes he stared down at the grass focusing on the fresh green blades 'why does it hurt' he thought 'tsukkis only my friend I should be happy for him..... right?'

His hands slowly started to firmly grip the grass his nails digging into the ground. Plop a tear fell into the grass Yamaguchi quickly and furiously wiped his eyes and stood up carefully walked to the corner of the building and peered over
Nothing no one was there
'Did he leave already' he thought painfully he did a double take and confirmed that Tsukki wasn't there at that point he just walked home alone it's was quiet not that it wasnt usually when he was with Tsukki but it felt sofocating and thick it really hurt

Thoughts continued to plague his mind all though the night yamaguchi rolled over in bed and sighed looking at his alarm clock it read '3:44' whep no use trying to sleep now ' he thought and got up out of bed quickly getting ready for tomarrow

Yamaguchi lived alone after his abusive father left, his mother left to America to get a job that could support them both she only came around at least twice a year

After getting ready he sat on the computer and watched cat vidioes

When his alarm went off at 5:46 he got up and tried making breakfast putting some bread in the toaster and spreading cream cheese and jam on it he put it to his mouth then the thoughts of tsukki flooded his mind
He wasn't hungry anymore
'mabey if I don't eat tsukki will notice' he thought instantly regretting it 'why would I think that' he thought by the time he looked at the clock it was 6:00 'time to go whait for tsukki!' he thought after placing the browened toast down on his plate he grabbed his bags and opened the door locking it behind him as he walked down the road to there meeting spot he saw tsukki and the other girl, she was standing biside him slightly blushing yamaguchi walked up to them and waved

"H-hi I'm sorry for not introducing my self earlier i-im Heather n-nice to meet you" she said extending a small hand
"I'm yamaguchi! You can just call me yama tho " I said gently shaking back

'Dear Lord does the world hate me'

End
Thank you for making it this far after some difficulties with my old account I had to make a new one and this will be the first story on here I will try to update weekly but no promises
-see ya