DO I?

Chapter 14

Taehyung: I'm good at everything na...? You only said it now hyungie... Then why does he hate me? Why does he not like me?

Jin didn't know how to answer him... He wanted to say him that Jung kook loves him... But he also didn't their plan to be destroyed... But at the same time he couldn't see his tae crying...

Jin: baby listen... Good things take time... I'm sure your good time will come soon too... Now stop crying... And stop worrying and focus on your future...

Tae wiped his tears and nooded his head as if jin was seeing him... Then when he realized... He spoke up...

Tae: you're right hyung... Good things take time... So what if he doesn't love me now... Some day I'll make him mine... Some day soon...

Jin *in his mind* he's already yours Tae...
*to taehyung* yes baby... Now go.... Get to sleep... I'll find you a job tom...

Tae: yes hyung... Sweet night!

Jin: sleep like a winter bear...

Tae: ugh! Hyung when are you going to stop teasing me *Tae whined*

Jin: I'm not teasing Tae... Its just I'm very in love with that song...

Tae: hmm... Okay bye hyung... See ya soon...

Jung kook opened the lock to his door slowly and went inside his home alone... He didn't put on the lights... He still wasn't over everything that he spoke to taehyung... but to his surprise the lights of the kitchen were on... He didn't know who it was... So he started searching for something near him... Suddenly

?? : Baby? *?? Shouted* Are you home??

Jungkook: Momo? What are you doing here? And how did you get in?

She moved towards the door to put on the lights...

Momo: I called you at least a 10 times in the morning but you didn't pick... So I thought I'd come by to your home to see what happened... when I came and rang the bell a few times and waited outside your door for an hour... No one seemed to open and I got scared I thought something happened... so I called a locksmith and made him open the door... I was relieved when I saw you weren't home... So I- *the lights went on* *surprised* Oh my God kook... Have you been crying the whole day? What happened?? *cupping his cheeks*

Jungkook didn't like her entering his home and now her touching him... But he knew that she was still his girlfriend... And now... He decided he shouldn't cheat on her and on himself thinking about something he's not

Jungkook: Momo? We need to talk...

Momo's heart skipped a beat... She sensed what he wanted to talk... she thought jungkook wants to leave her because he got some sex problem.... But what she heard next was not digestible for her...

Jungkook: that day... When we went to the doctor... He didnt say me to drink black coffee... I told you that to cover what he had originally said... Look Momo... I'm not straight... I'm really sorry that I had kept this from you... even I thought I was straight and I was desperate to prove myself... But seems like now I can't prove myself... Coz I'm gay... And I have nothing to do than to believe it...

Momo's caring face changed to a disgusting face... Jungkook didn't see her face but only looked down feeling guilty for what he did... but the reply he got... He never thought he'd get that kind of a reply from her...

Momo: Ewww! You're a gay!! Fuck! *Moving away from him* How did I even fall in love with a gay! Chee! You're... You disgust me!

Jungkook *shocked*: wh-what did you just say???

Momo: this place won't even accept you... You better die instead to live a life as a gay... I mean how is it that it doesn't disgust you? I'd soooo want to jump off a building if someone says me or I find out that I'm a lesbian or something...

Jungkook: I disgust you?

Jungkook at first thought she'd accept it... But after what she said he'd realized that now on... Everyone's going to disgust him for what he is... And no one's going to like to be with him or near him no more... He then realized that now living in the world where 75% of the world disgusts the LGBTQ community is not only going to be hard... But can even make him take his own life...

Momo: I don't even want to be near you anywhere... yuck! You're no more and never were my boyfriend...

What she said didn't break his already broken heart... But that did make him get scared... He was scared what if the world will not accept him too? What if his dreams wont get fulfilled too? Most importantly... What is his own dad won't accept him? but now he decided that whatever happens... Whatever the world says to him... even his own dad disgusts him for being gay... he'd still survive... Only for Taehyung... now... He wants to survive and face all the problems of his life... Not alone... But with his love... his taehyung... Now... He didn't care about the dream he had... He doesn't want to be a singer no more... He just wanted to be in the warm embrace of taehyung... And look at his sleeping face... And never let him cry and take care and love him forever... But the only question that was in his mind now was...

DOES TAEHYUNG STILL LOVE HIM? DOES HE?

jungkook thought this to himself and dozed off to sleep on his bed...
A few hours had passed jungkook was still sleeping... when someone came to his house... He saw the door open and shouted jungkook's name a few times... But got no reply... He came in and went towards jungkook's room and saw him sleeping... he slowly closed the door of his room and went to the kitchen... And started cooking something while humming a song...

Jungkook woke up to the sound of the vessels clinking... No one he met recently knew where he stays... Who is this in my home and how did they get in? He thought to himself... He got off his bed and took the baseball bat he had thrown under the bed the previous time he took it... when that memory suddenly hit his mind and all the words taehyung had said that day being drunk hurt him... Again... But then he also thought about his reply to it... Taehyung was still drunj and didnt realize what he had said... But he? Jungkook wasn't drunk but still spoke so rude to taehyung... he felt sorry *humming noise*
The humming became more louder breaking jungkook's reverie... he slowly moved towards the kitchen and was going to hit the person when he suddenly turned back and looked at jungkook and screamed....

??: Ahhhhhh! Jungkook!! Have you gone crazy?? Put that bat down!!