Safar Abhi Baaki Hay

Part one

Raat kay iss peher ghar kay charo or bas sannata tha.Qamray ki sare lights bandh tha. Khirki say aati roshni andhere ko dur karne kay liye kaafi nehi tha magar Ghar ki mahol ki sannate may aur bhi izafa zarur kar raha tha. Lambi lambi saanse bharti huyi Woh apne apko compose karne ki naqam koshish kar rahi thi.Yeh andhera ab uske zindegi ki haqiqat tha.Ek aisa talk haqiqat jise woh manne ko inkaar kar chuki thi aur ab yeh sannata uske liye na qabil-e-bardasht hota ja raha tha.Zindegi ki guzishta waqt ki yadon nay use gher liya tha.Maazi ka ek ek pal use apne aakho ke samne aata huya mehsus ho raha tha.Aur in sab yaadon may ek insaan ka naam baar baar uske zehen may aa raha tha. Woh ek insaan jo uske liye iss duniya may sabse jyada ehem sabse jyada khaas tha. Woh jo uski mohsin tha jisne us waqt uski madad ki thi jab woh besahara thi.Usne use dar ba dar ki thokar khane say bachaya tha. Uske yeh ehsan chukane kay liye toh apni zindegi bhi qurban kar sakti hy toh mohabbat kya cheese thi.Sidharth Shukla tum kabhi yeh jan bhi nehi paoge ki koi tha jo tumhare liye apna jaan nichawar karta tha.Tumhare liye may koi gair mamooli nehi thi.Na jaane aise kitne logo ko tum mile hoge unke madad bhi kiye honge to mujhse tumhe mohabbat kyun hota.Magar mere liye to sirf tum hi the sirf tum...

Shehnaaz Gill....Jiss ki duniya bass apni papa ke ird gird hi ghumta tha.Usne bachpan may hi apne maa kho chuki thi.Papa nay use maa aur baap dono ka pyaar diya tha.Uske papa ek private company may job karte the aur baap beti ka usse achche say guzara ho jata tha.Woh bohot ameer nehi the to gareeb bhi nehi the.Ek middle class family say belong karta Shehnaaz Gill apni duniya may bohot khush thi.Lekin uski khushio ko nazar tab lagi jab ek roz achanak say ek accident may uski papa ki jaan chali gayi.Woh uss waqt apni honours ki akhri saal may thi.Ek akeli besahara larki jisska na koi sarparast bacha tha aur nahi woh uss qabil thi ki apna kharcha utha sake.Woh uski zindegi may uss waqt ek farishta banke aaya tha Jiss waqt uspar musibato ka pahar tut para tha.Usne use pehle bhi kahi baar dekha tha magar kabhi usse baat nehi huya tha.Sidharth uske papa jiss company may job karta tha uska maalik tha.Usne use naahi sirf financially support kiya tha balke aage taleem mukammal karne may bhi madad kiya tha.
Usne ek muhafiz ki tarha usko protect kiya tha aur jab uski graduation complete huya to uske company may hi use job de diya.Isse barkar koi kisi paraye kay liye kar sakta tha kya?Woh uske liye sirf uski zindegi ka markaz nehi balki puri zindegi ban chuka tha Use nehi pata kab par ban gaya tha.Magar use malum tha ki uski yeh mohabbat sirf yek tarfa hay.Woh dusri taraf say apne liye mohabbat ki khwahish bhi nehi rakhti thi. Kyun ki woh haqiqat pasand thi aur use yeh baat pat tha ki Un dono may zameen asmaan ka fark hay.Uski duniya aur Uska duniye dono bohot alag tha.Woh use pane ki khwahish karti to bewakoof hi kehlati.Magar woh apni iss ek tarfa aur walehana chahat kay saath khush thi.Woh kitni baar aise mauke ki talash may thi jab woh bhi uske madad kar sake magar woh jo humesha dusro ki madad karta tha use bhala Shenaaz ki madad ki kya zarurat hogi.Phir bhi Shehnaaz kay dill may yeh khahish thi.Woh chahti thi ki kabhi use mauka mile to woh bhi use bataye ki woh apne mohsin kay uss ehsaan ki kitni jyada shukar guzaar thi aur uske badleme woh kuch bhi kar sakti hay.Undino Sidharth kuch pareshan sa dikh raha tha jab usne usse uske pareshani ka wajah pucha tha.Usne kuch bhi nehi kehke uski baat taal diya tha magar Shehnaaz uski chehre ki har tasur ko achchi tarha samajhti thi.Use uske sath kaam karta 3 saal say bhi jyada arsa ho gaya tha.Daftari koi pareshani hoti to Shehnaaz ko uska ilm hota.Ho na ho woh apni personal life ki kisi baat ko lekar hi pareshan hoga jissne uski shakal say woh humesha rehne wala muskan gayeb kar diya tha.Woh jisske mu may humesha hassi ki ek leher rehta tha jisski sachchayi uski akho may chamakta tha ajkal pareshani ki iss aalam may uske khane pine ki routine ko bhi disturb ho chuka tha. Aur Shehnaaz apne rab say haar waqt yehi duya kar rahi thi ki uska jo bhi pareshani ho woh jaldi dur ho jaye.Uske hisse ki sara dukh ise mill jaye aur iske hisse ki khushi use.Apni mangi huyi iss duya say woh khud bhi hassne lagi thi.Mohabbat bhi insaan say kya kuch nehi karwata hay.Woh jise uski iss chahat ki khabar bhi nehi tha uske liye woh apni saari khushi qurbaan karne ko taiyaar ho chuki thi.Aur yeh bass usne kehne kay liye kaha tha waqt ane par usne yeb sabit bhi kiya tha ki Shehnaaz Gill Sidharth Shukla ki khatir apni saari khusiyaan qurban kar sakta hay phir woh chahe Sidharth Shukla khud hi kyun na ho.