My Unknown Habit's

Chapter: 1

I was sitting at my desk looking over my paper work. When i looked at the time only 3 hour's has passed an i still have alot of work to do an trun it in to the boss man befor i go home for the night. "Hey Sam. "Looking up from my paper's to see my best friend Rose smileing. "Hey Rose what's going on? "Can i ride home with you tonight i had to call a towtruck to pick up my car it want start. "Yea sure. Rose can i ask you something? "Sure. "Do you no what the boss man look's like. "No why Sam? "Because i've been working here for 5 year's an i have no idea what he look's like."So why do you wanna no now? "Because we had 2 new boss'es here an this guy is new an only been here for a year. And i never see him like we see the other old boss'es. "SO. "Rolling my eye's never mind girl. "We still up for our girl's night not Saterday? "YES!! Rose yelled. "SSHH are you trying to make a seen. "No. "Then stop yelling an get back to work. "Yea see you later Sam.

"Putting my hand's on my headlooking at all the paper work that i needed to have done. Checking my e-mail's i had one from boss man asking if i had the paper work done and that he needed it in the next 30 mintes. "Great now i have to hurry knowing that i still had other paper work that need's to be done. And noe it look's like i'm going to bring work home with me tonight. And i'm off Firday,Saterday,an Sunday i still have to go shoping for my otfit for firl's night out. God i can't waite tell i'm im going to take a nice long bath. 30 minite later i was sending boss man his paper's. Looking at the time it was 8:30PM i got my thing's together an made my way out of the building an too my car. "When i got there Rose was already at my car. "Your late comeing out of the office today. "Yea boss man wanted his paper's so now i have to bring work home with me as you can see. "That's got to suck. "Giveing her a angry look she smiled. "Let's get outta here. "As i took Rose homei was thinking about my mom, dad, sister, an brother i miss them like crazy. "Pulling up to Rose house 10 mintes later. "Bye Rose. When she made it into the house i pulled off. Rose as been my friend for 4 year's she know's everything about me but one little thing. An that's my sex life it seem's like i can't that one man who can take me to the top an take me to my lemit. It's hard to find someone who does not nut befoe you. I had to many of those men in my life time witch was only 3 men. "Pulling up to my house i got out locked my car door. As i maid it to my door i got greeted by my dog Lucky he's a Great Dane an it stand's under my chest an im only 5'2. "Getting into the door was hard cause Lucky was on the door he was happy to see me. "Down Lucky i can't open the door with you on it. "He barked. "DOWN BOY!! i yelled. He backed away an i opened the door walking into the liveing room i droped all my thing's on the counch. "Ready to go outside boy. "He ran to the back door waiteing for me to let him out into the back yard. He ran around an did his you no what. Leaveing the back door open i went into the kichen to get some water. Lucky came back in an git his hornest in his mouth. "Not tonight buddy maybe in the morning i have alot of work to do. Looking at him i could tell that he was sad. Takeing the hornest walking to the door i closed an locked it an headed to the leaveing room. I pluged up my lab top an got to work. 1 hour 30 mintes later i was done. I wanted to take a shower na maybe a bath so i can sit an chill. Befor i did anything i ran my bath then ran down the step's to get some wine.After i hour in the bathtub i drunk all thw wine in the bottle. Walking into my room i pulled my nighty on an climed into bed. Then i found myself thinking about Tommy he was best friend in Ohio. And the only one that known's about my sex life an how i needed an wanted somebody to take control of my body in bed an show me that i can go high hights when it come's to sex.

Even doe me an Tommy never had sex he was there for me wen i went into a mealt down. Only cause i had sex with someone who tryed to hurt me. An when that happend i didnt everything went down hill. Just because i didn't give him what he wanted like i did my ex. An he told the world how i was in bed an it hurt so bad that i shut out every one but Tommy.He was like my teacher an showed me how to conrol myself. But when he went away for school i missed him he was like a wall that i leaned on. "while he was gone thing's got bad for me because i needed an he was the only one that can help me. The last time i needed so bad i cryed he put e into his lap raped his arm's around me an told me i was gone to be okay we can make it pass this. i closed my eyes to his word's an mintes later i was sleep in his arm's. I don't no how he did it but he did. "But a year has passed i had to learn how to countrol my self an my unknown habits. "I was pulled putta my daydream when Lucky in an got into his bed. "Goodnight Lucky. "He snorted. I closed my eye's an let sleep take my away.