You lie in your bed. The clock at your bed side table showed it was 3am. You were woken up by the screaming of your parents, and the sounds of furniture being broken to pieces. You grit your teeth and tried to tune out the noise. It didn't help that your room didn't even had a fucking door.
"What the hell are they thinking fighting this early in the morning" you think angrily. You knew your parents would be at each other's throats in ten minutes. Father would be whipping mother with his belt and afterwards, he'll come for you. "I feel bad for myself" you thought, not at all feeling any pity for your mother. Afterall, after Father had his done with you she'll come and start yelling shits at you.
It's been like this for the past ten years. Ever since the death of your brother. Your father stopped going to work and started drinking, your mother went back to being a drug addict and whenever your father wasn't home she'd bring a man over and whored herself.
Your life is a mess. And you hate it.
It wasn't bad at first. They didn't bother you at the beggining. And you didn't bother them. They fought everyday, sometimes it got so bad the neighbors would hear them. But then everything went from bad to shit when you turned sixteen last year. Your father came home drunk and smelt like women's perfume. You were unfortunately in the living room doing your homework, when you felt your hair being yanked and a fist met your cheek.
Mother didn't do anything to stop father. She just stood there and watched. You thought..."why did we turn out this way?" . After your father's brutal beating you were sent to your room to clean yourself. Mother came and watched you clean your wounds. Then, she started talking. She told you that it should have been you who died. Not your brother. It should have been you who fell. Not your brother. It should have been you who's skull cracked. Not your brother. She told you...how much better off they were if you were the one who died.
A cold, empty feeling enveloped your heart. You felt like crying, you felt helpless....but then that helplessness was replaced by seething anger. You lost all love in you and grew to resent everyone ans everything. You resented your parents the most.
Now. Here you lay in your hard bed. Counting the minutes that flies. Any second now, the shoutings downstairs would stop, and you will hear your father's heavy footsteps as he stomps his way to your room, belt in hand. Belt probably bloodied after using it on mother.
And you were right. You sat up straight, and clenched your fists, you bit the inside of your cheek, and closed your eyes. "Numb yourself" you think, as you hear your father's heavy footsteps. "Numb yourself" you think as you feel his presence in your room.
"Numb yourse-" and you feel the sharp pain of the belt as it hit your arm.
The next day.
You put on a long sleeve dark shirt and slipped on a hoodie. You have half the mind to skip school today and just stay at home. It wasn't like anyone would care if you were gone from school. You don't have any friends anyway. But then again, if you stayed you'd be forced to endure your parent's screaming and abuse until they eventualy get bored with you.
But if you leave, you will have to deal with the bitches and bastards. Still, you went "screw it" and decided to just go to school. Besides, you can't afford to skip anyway, the finales are coming and if you realy want to move up the grade level you will have to bear with it and study.
So you leave for your school instead.
You had your hood up the entire time, that way no one would give you attention. You also hope the bitches would leave you alone today. You are wrong though.
Right now you are sitting in class, pretending to be listening to your teacher but in truth your head is in the clouds daydreaming about childish things. You feel very sleepy, because of your father and mother keeping you up all night and only having three hours of sleep your vision is blurry and your eyes feel heavy. Just as you are about to fall asleep someone yelled loudly. "MISS GINA Y/N'S SLEEPING IN CLASS AGAIN!"
You snap awake and everyone laughed at you. The teacher gave you a glare however you remain unfazed. "Sleeping in my class again miss Y/N? This is the third time. What do you do all night?"
"Whoring herself" one of your bullies laughed. You sent that bully a death glare that made them zip their mouths. You hear catcalls from the males and disgusted looks from your female classmates.
Your teacher gave you a warning look before silencing the class and returning to the blackboard. You groan and pull up your hood. This day, just keep getting better and better.
You later have your finale straw at lunch.
You were sitting alone in your usual table, chewing on a sandwich(the only food you can afford) when you feel something slimy hit your back and disgustingly slowly slide down.
The whole lunch room became quiet.
"Oops, sorry (Y/N). I was aiming for my mouth" you hear a high voice snicker behind you. The voice was so annoyingly high you feel like stabbing your ear with pencils. "But I hit the little freak instead". Everyone laughed.
Stressed from lack of sleep, hateful for your parents, angry at all the shit life threw at you, and now this? You feel a deep feeling of fury in your gut, your hand twitched, needing to grab something sharp. You stand up and jumped on her, everyone either cheered or screamed as the two of you rolled around on the floor scratching, pulling, slapping, choking each other.
"YOU BITCH!" she calls you.
"YOU ATTENTION SEEKING BRAT!" you yelled back.
"WHORE!" she straddles your lap and began scratching your face. Her long painted nails were sharp as hell, her scratches would leave scars.
You grunt and pushed her off you, while she was still lying down you raised your foot and stepped on her vagina. Earning yells of protest from the crowd. You continued stomping on her 'private' area all the while yelling profanities at her.
No one tried to stop you. Not even your bully's 'friends'. But they did have their phones out and filming you as you squashed your bully's vagina with your shoe.
You only stopped when you heard the horrified gasp of a teacher and the girl beneath you's painful cries and pleads for mercy.
You freeze, and took a step back. Your whole body was shaking, your brain wasn't functioning properly. "Oh shit" you managed to say.
You feel hands grip both your arms and you let yourself be dragged to the principal's office. It was onlt when you were nearing the office door did you snap back to reality and broke free from the staff's grasp. You run away, not knowing where to go but you knew you just had to get as far away as possible.
You stopped running when you reach a bridge.
(hello there. Sorry if chapter 1 sucked and sorry if this was too....pitiful? Anyway I tried. This is my first creepypasta story and originaly I wanted it to be a Ben Drowned x Oc but my sis was all like "who the fuq would read that? Make an X Reader fanfic instead" and I was about to correct her that there are people out there who write Creepypasta x Oc stories but blah blah blah she said "I'm older than you". So here it is. Hope you enjoyed it though)

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