A young lonely girl meets a group of kids who have heard of her before and want to become friends with her but as she gets closer she one of their friends has been crushing on her for months which leads her to things in her life shes never had to de...
I've never really had friends.. I'm so used to being let down and hurt that its just led me to build walls and not let anyone in. I rarely trust anyone and honestly.. love it that way but some times it does get too me .. it hurts, it hurts knowing that whose ever in my life will eventually leave sooner or later.. hurts even worse to know that i will never find real people too stay in my life. To not leave when it suits them and truly cares about me.. i just know I'm not here too make friends and I've accepted that.
My mum doesn't understand me. She doesn't realise i can be independent and that i will be okay on my own she always wants me to "get out" "hang out with new and different people!" ugh what even! That always ends our terrible and annoying. But anyways this Friday my school has this open day thing where people just talk about boring school stuff.. she tells me its gonna be an amazing way to meet new people before the school year that starts on Monday.
"Mum i'm not going. I am leaving school anyways, so whats the point?"
"don't you want too go through 10th grade with friends? and be fun! not like the boring Ashley you are today?!"
"well.. thanks mum i appreciate you being so supportive! but ugh no that's the last thing i want all them girls being fake right too my face.. no thank you"
"i'm sorry Ashley i don't care what your excuses are .. but your going! and your not going to be ditching any classes this year! i'm sick of getting letters sent home"
"what ever mum ill go.. but i'm not going out of my way too meet people, okay?"
"yay!! what are you going too be wearing?"
"the usual.. jeans"
"cute"
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the last day off summer break and i'm wasting it at school.. wow .. Mum told me this was like an intro for the other high school students too see our school? A small high school burnt down over the summer so all the kids have to go to our now.. yay more sucky people i have too deal with..
I haven't told you much about me and if you want to read this you should definitely know more about me. My name is Ashley Brooks i live in a small city called Palm valley and i'm Sixteen. I hve long ginger hair and green eyes. i have quiet tanned skin which is different for a redhead to have.. i guess it from my dad speaking of him.. his divorced my mum and moved on i see him on holidays but were not that close.. i have an older sister and a twin brother who both go too school but there too good for me . anywayysss enough about me and back to the story..
"Ashley wake up! its time to go"
"Mum its like.. 11:00 am let me sleep please"
" get up"
I get up rolling my eyes mum opened my blinds and the sun relaxed me and felt warm on my skin. i finally got dressed and ready too go Brady my brother was driving me too school my sister leah was with her boyfriend .. total dick but i didnt have to deal with him so thats good..
