A figure emerged from the smoke, carrying a bundle of blankets. A familiar, ghostly-pale hand hung limply over his arm, and he shouted for help.
"No!", I screamed and tried to lunge forward, but my view was blocked by a swarm of paramedics,police and fire fighters- my worst fear had come true...lyss was..she was...
Horror hit me like a bus. It was all too much and my knees folded beneath me and I fell to the floor, howling. I hugged my knees, rocking back and forth, muttering to myself over and over in disbelief
"No...no..no", I sobbed
My little sister had gone forever. I could never tease her again, never hear her contagious laugh, never see her smile that lit up the whole room. Why? Because she's dead, I killed her, I failed her and now I never got the chance. to apologize.
My vision was blurred with the tears that continued to stream down my face and the world swayed around me, I knew I was going to pass out, but I didn't fight it. I welcomed the darkness with open arms, at least if I was unconscious I couldn't feel this intense pain in my chest, right where my heart was. As I slipped deeper and deeper into unconsciousness, I whispered, "I love you, lyss..I'm sorry I failed you.."
I bolted up off the pillow, drenched in a cold sweat and as my eyes adjusted, I realized that I wasn't watching my house burn, I was safe in Claire's room.
She stirred slightly in her sleep and I pressed my lips to her forehead,gently. She looked like an angel when she slep and I couldn't help but see Alyssa in her features, they were both vulnerable, fragile and beautiful. I pulled her close to my chest, when I met Claire, I swore to protect her, I told myself that I wasn't going to relive that horrible night, I would never ever fail my Claire. Never.
I hugged Claire tight, my breathing calmer now, It was all a nightmare. Everything is fine, I had Claire and I knew that I am gonna be okay. I'm moving on.
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Moving On - A Morganville Vampires Fanfiction
FanfictionA flashback of the fire from Shane's POV. What exactly happened that night when Alyssa died in the fire? Even now, Shane still struggles to come to terms with her death, but we will he stay trapped in the past or will he learn to move on?