heather

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i still remember, third of december
me in your sweater
you said it looked better on me than it did you
only if you knew, how much I liked you

Jeongguk woke up with a headache, of course he did, he had drank way too much last night, the last thing he remembers is seeing jimin flirting with a guy and then it all went black

He tries to get up, but feels a weight on his chest,

Jimin.

Jeongguk's mind goes through a frenzy, he can't think straight, currently, his head feels like it's about to explode and seeing jimin resting on his chest isn't doing him any favours

"did I confess to him?"
"did we do it??"
"Why is sleeping on top of me?"

he feels jimin shift, and his heart almost stops

"jeongguk? you awake?"

jeongguk considers jumping off the bed and running away as fast as he can, he also considers playing dead
but he eventually decides to answer

"um, yeah"

jimin looks up at him, smiling and jeongguk's heart melts,
he despised of Jimin's eye smile, he hated how his eyes turned into crescents, he hated how his plump lips gave way for his crooked teeth to show, he hated how angelic and ethereal he looked, he hated it all.

jimin got off of his chest and sat up, streching, jeongguk felt empty.

Seeing jimin, he also got up and looked around, slowly realising that he was in Jimin's dorm, and the clothes he wore last night were still on him,

so we didn't do it

"Jimin?" He looked at him, and Jimin already knew what he was gonna ask

"you don't remember a thing, do you?"

Jeongguk shyly looked down and shook his head

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Yoongi burst out laughing

"shut up hyung" Jeongguk groaned

Yoongi looked at him, still chuckling, "so you got hammered, puked on the carpet, started crying inconsolably in the middle of the party, then fell falt on your face and blacked out and still couldn't confess to jimin?"

Jeongguk regretted telling yoongi about it, how fucking embarrassing.

"I get it okay? im boo boo the fool, so shut up now"

yoongi looked at him and chuckled "no, you're a pussy, there's a difference"

"you know hyung im two times your size, I could easily throw you 5 kms away"

"Okay pink sweater"

"Shut up, there's nothing wrong with a pink sweater, and.... th..this is jimins"

Yoongi spit out his food, "his what?! ggukie, he gave you his sweater??"

"he said it was too big for him, so he gave it to me this morning, he.. he also said it looked better on me"

yoongi looked at him and grinned

"s-shut up, it's not that big a deal hyung" he looked down, playing with the sleeves, it was not a big deal, he just gave me his sweater.

deep down, he hoped it was a big deal, he hoped jimin thought of him while buying that sweater, he hoped jimin thought of it as a big deal.