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gotta meet my friends who are also my faithful coworkers. i love them, we just have sooo much fun together. between some sessions we just get lunches together, talking about things and all.
i finally arrived at the studio, where the mates are. i wave at them, we talk a little before recording some new stuffs and share some news.
once we finished the recording, it was around 11:56am. we decided to take a break and have a lunch.
this time i wanted to be alone, I didn't really want to hang out with people today.
the guitarist and the drummer stayed at the studio, they weren't hungry i guess.
once i finished my lunch, i wanted to go back to work. but i was hearing my coworkers' conversation. they were talking about....me??!
as i am suuuch a curious person AND the door was closed, i decided to give a listen to their convo.
"she's so childish, she's annoying, she doesn't give her best, that's deceiving".
all that melted my heart. that hurt so bad to hear that, coming from people you placed confidence in to. i was shocked, i almost cried but didn't. i was upset. so so upset. but didn't say anything.
when i pushed the handle to open the door, they switched to another conversation.
the drummer told they were waiting for me. mhm, bullshit.
i decided to act like a bitch, and did everything to get them upset. like throwing sheets in the room, mess up the whole studio, that kind of stuff. at the end of the day we used to salute each other. but this time i just left saying "i'm done for today" and didn't say anything else.
once i got home, i sent a message to my coworkers : "i was right when i was saying that all my friends are fake. don't think twice next time."
