HOW CAN U LOVE ME.. WHEN I CANT LOVE(mindless behavior story)

why? pt 2

Hailey pov

So we left prince house and drove to mines. As soon as he stopped at my house he tried to lock my door, but I quickly got  out and  ran to my house got my keys and unlock my door. I look back and see he's gone so I walked in my house smelling the scent of cinnamon rolls because of the candle right beside my door (which is dangerous kids!!! Sorry imma mess) I went to my room and went to go shower. After 30 min of thoughts in my shower time I got out and pulled out my ruby. I call it  ruby because its precious to me.

Me- this one for my mom *cut*this one for my dad*cut* and this one for my little brother and sister*cut*

I remember about what happened to my sister like it was yesterday

Two months after the incident, I went to my uncle's aidens house because he had the kids. I knocked on his door bell he wouldn't answer. So I grabbed the spare and unlocked the door  after that I walked in and heard yelling and screaming In the living room. I ran to the living room only to see my uncle rapping my sister and my brother laying lifeless on the floor.

Me- UNCLE STOP* pushing him off and hitting him*

Uncle got up from his knees and pushed me into a wall and held my hand over my head, I looked at my sister only to see her folded rocking back and forth with ALOT of blood on the floor and more coming out of her. That's all I saw until I was forced by uncle to look at him.

Uncle-well hello Hailey nice to see you here I thought you was dead

Me - no my grandparents are but I'm not don't you remember

Uncle - oh yeah, so did you come in here to join

Me - no I came to get my sister WHICH U FREAKIN RAPED!!!!

Uncle - now now its not nice to yell at the man who is stronger and will hurt u right here

Me- why r u doing this??

He ignored my question and start kissing my neck. But as so. That happened, I press the emergency button on my jeans (probably made that up idk and idc). And before he could push me on the couch the cops came.

Cops - freeze!!!

Uncle stopped and looked at the cops the he did the unexpected he kissed me hard and then grabbed a gun our of his cushions on the couch and shot my sister, I screamed and ran to the cop uncle was going to shoot  but the cop shot first. After that he put me outside and the ambulance came and got my sister and brother immediately cause they said one of them said they're still breathing.

3hrs I this hospital and was cryin I every moment of this.please god dont take them take me instead.

??-family of the kayla johnson and brylan johnson

I stood up and looked up at him

Doctor- I'm doctor gray and im here tell u tht....* looks at u with pitiful eyes*

Me what is it doc *looks at him with worry*

Doctor-*sigh I'm so sorry. Your sister lost to much blood and your brother. He slipped into a coma at first after our surgery but then hus heart stopped and his brain shut down im so sorry but .....they're gone.

My heart dropped immediately.  First my mom and dad and now my sister and brother?! I dropped to my knees and  cried. I couldnt take anymore. i felt weak. I felt so alone and unsecured. I felt like my world broke into a million peice. After two days I got some money for a flight to LA and for a  house. I amost left but realize there was a safe in here somewhere so i looked behind tht picture and found it I put In my birthday as the code and it seemed to work so i grabbed the money and my luggage with my ticket and left......

And that's how I came here.*tears up*  I cut 4 more time only to see jacobn standing there......

Jacob- * tears up* why???!!!