Lightning Strikes Twice

PSA

This is more for me than anything else. I'm not really expecting anyone to read this (although you're completely welcome to) but my counsellor suggested that I write everything down so that I can process it all because these past 6 - 12 months have been a complete shitstorm. She suggested keeping a diary but that's just not really for me so here I am.  So im considering this my online diary, where at least i don't feel like I'm talking to myself. 

I don't want to be pitied by the people around me but i know that if i don't say it out loud or write it down, that I'll never process it all and I'm determined for this to effect me as little as possible. 

And if, by chance, anyone else whose life has been affected by cancer sees this, if it makes even one person feel like they're less alone then this will all be worth sharing and that's good enough for me. 

So welcome to my online 'diary'.

I don't really care about copyrighting this because to be honest if you want to pretend to have gone through this then you're certifiably insane and a copyright message won't stop you anyway. Besides lying about having cancer is a disgusting thing to do and not something you can fake.