You left me in pieces.( A Park Jimin based FF)

Part 1: So we meet again.

"You've been in this hospital room for 2 days now, Jimin."

y/n says, placing his medicines on the table.

"Wha-what happened? And what are you doing here y/n?"

"You fell from the stage while practicing. As usual, you were goofing around with Taehyung and Jungkook.

Don't try to make your left foot, you have a grade 2 ankle sprain and you hit your head against a camera equipment." she says, quietly.

Y/n moved around the room, searching for his X-rays.

He suddenly shifts to a sitting position.

"What are you trying to do? Stop moving."

She says, without meeting his eyes.

"I've placed your meds on the side table."

Y/n could feel his eyes on her back. She was not ready for this, not yet. They broke up 4 months ago but it was not out of choice. He still remembers the day they parted ways, like it all happened yesterday and so did she.

Flashback:

"Jimin, you're asking for too much. I love you, I always have and I always will but you cannot make me choose between you and my career.

We built our relationship and our careers together, side by side. How do you expect me to leave it all behind and follow you?"

Y/n's face was flushed, her eyes full of tears.

Jimin could see her lips trembling as she spoke.

"Y/n, you can work with us. We always need a doctor on board. I'll make sure you get the post. That way, we'll always be together" Jimin begs.

"Working in this hospital isn't the same as working for a company Jimin. The exposure, the experience, the satisfaction I get here is what I craved for during my med school. You know I wish to dedicate my life helping others and for that, I need this exposure. I wanna work for the people.

For the less privileged, for the homeless, for the ones too old to take care of them. That has always been my dream."

"Won't you ask me to stay?" he says, dejectedly.

She looks at him, at his withered face. Through her cracking voice, she says

"No Jimin, I won't because I know you and I know your journey. I know you've been through a lot to reach this spot. The sleepless nights, the scraped knees and elbows, the rigorous training. I can't ask you to throw it all away for me. I know you love me and so do I but we chose each other because we knew the amount of respect we have for our career."

"Y/n.." he starts but he can't find words.

She looks at him, for last words. She hopes for a parting hug, to feel his arms around her one more time, to feel his lips on her forehead which never failed to calm her down.

As he turned around and started walking towards the door, she couldn't believe her eyes. The love of his life was walking away from her and she couldn't do anything about it. She wanted to, she wanted to hug him from behind and cry her heart out but her feet refused to move.

The minute he walked out of the door, she fell on her knees. Streams of tears flowed out of her eyes, onto the floor. She wanted to make it stop, the hurt, the crying, the suffering but she couldn't. She passed out on the floor, hugging herself, trying to fill the hole inside her chest that was bleeding.