Hate~M.P~

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Mattia and Y/n were dating but when they told social media none of Mattia's fans liked Y/n they thought she was using Mattia for clout and that she was going to hurt him but she most definitely was not like that she loved Mattia for him and nothing else she didn't want clout she could care less about it but one day all the hate got to Y/n so she decided it was better it she just committed...

                             ~Y/n's POV~
The day Mattia told social media we were dating everybody hated me they thought I was just a clout chaser but I wasn't like that.It didn't bother me at first until all my comments on my Instagram and tiktok were hate comments

"Your a clout chaser"

"Wow look it's the 🐍"

"Lose some weight fatass"

"Your ugly🤢"

"Damn what does Mattia see in you?"

"Nobody likes you"

"Let Mattia's date a pretty girl🙄"

"Your no good"

"I don't like you"

"Your just gonna hurt him😬"

I walked to my desk and got out a piece of paper and pencil and started to write a letter for Mattia on why I'm about to do what ima do it was just to much

I just couldn't take it everything was to much I couldn't do this anymore.I can't act all happy anymore I can't fake it anymore I hurt,broken in pain I have all my feelings bottled up I just can't do it anymore.I got up from my desk and walked into my bathroom and took off my clothes leaving me in my underwear and bra I looked at my body in disgust I was ugly I wasn't like those skinny girls I didn't have blonde hair I didn't have perfect blue eyes nothing.

I slowly opened my cabinet there it was the first thing I saw my razor and some pills I took them both out I grabbed the razor I looked in the mirror I closed my eyes took a deep breath and placed the razor on my wrist I slid the razor across my wrist my eyes closed in pain trying not to scream I did many more cuts on both wrists now having about 100 deep cuts in both my wrists I bent down and started cutting my legs now about 50 cuts on my legs then came to my stomach the worst part I quickly slid the razor across my stomach I immediately dropped the razor in pain I was holding the counter as my knuckles turned white from all the pain.I slowly grabbed the pills these pills were my mom's before she passed I poured the out and quickly put them in my mouth swallowing them.After I took the pills I felt extremely lightheaded I fell to the ground trying to keep my eyes open but it was to hard everything was in and out one minute everything was blurry the next everything was perfectly fine as my eyes slowly started shutting someone bursted in through my bathroom door I didn't know who it was because I passed out right then and there

                            ~Mattia's POV~
I was currently sitting on my bed bored out of my mind I've texted Y/n over a hundred times to come over and cuddle with me but she hasn't answered.I just wanted attention and cuddles from my girlfriend I texted her again in hopes of getting a response this time but no nothing I was left on delivered

                          ~Texts messages~

Dino baby🦖❤️
"Baby come over"
Delivered at 3:36pm

Dino baby🦖❤️
"I wanna cuddle"
Delivered at 3:40pm

Dino baby🦖❤️
"Give me attention"
Delivered at 3:44pm

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