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Depressed Togami x Naegi

(( requested by tsukki-kei— ))
((Also, I know you asked for suicidal togami but I just wasn't comfortable writing that, hope you don't mind!))
One day after the second class trial. We all woke up sad and confused, especially Taka. But there were also some who didn't seem to even remember yesterday's events. They were of course, Kyoko and Togami. Always so numb and emotionless but, I was curious as to why Togami is like that all the time. I don't really know a reason as to why so maybe I should get to know him better. After all you really can't afford to make enemies here.

I went to the library because that was the place I was expecting to find him at, and of course he was there reading like every other time there weren't murders happening. Togami didn't take long to notice me.

"What do you want? Can't you see I'm busy?" He said with his annoyed tone he always had.

"I thought I could get to know you more."

He didn't respond immediately. It seemed like he was considering actually talking to me but also had a slightly surprised expression on his face. That was weird, I guess.

"What do you want to know about me?"
To my surprise he agreed but his tone didn't change, but he didn't seem annoyed though if that makes sense.

"Oh well I wasn't really expecting you to agree but I was wondering why are you so cold all the time? Like you don't really even react to these situations.." I quickly replied but the last view sentences were quieter. 

Again he stopped for a moment.
"I don't care about you peasants."
That was a respond I actually was expecting. But it felt like he was lying? Why did it matter to me so much in the first place? It's not like I care about him either.. do I?

"Is that really true?" I asked all of sudden. Really I didn't mean to it just came out. "I mean- you don't actually have to answer-"

"It's only half true."
Why does he keep surprising me today? Everything I know about him is all of a sudden wrong...

"Let me explain that better for you, I don't think that your friends are any higher of people but it's not really the only reason. No more questions."

Again I just completely ignored that and kept asking more questions. 
"Wait, do you see me as a higher person based on your sentence just now?" I didn't mean to say that, again.

Togami opened his mouth but quickly closed it like he wanted to say something but decided not to.

"It was just a bad choice of words." He quickly explained but that wasn't true. I think at least.

Awkward silence filled the room as I didn't want this odd conversation to keep going for much longer. The only sound in the room being the ticking of the clock and the swoosh sounds from the turning of pages. Maybe I should have started befriending him with a more light conversation. The conversation soon started again but this time it wasn't me who started it.

"What would you like to do when we get out of this place?" Togami asked all of a sudden.

"Me? I haven't really thought about it that much. I suppose I'd like to start over again. To just enjoy these best years of my life without having to avoid being murdered. What about you?" How I responded wasn't entirely true either. I started to think about him a bit differently with just this small conversation. But my feelings were difficult to even explain to myself. I was confused to say the least.

"I suppose it would be nice to be less lonely. Before you get any ideas I am not interested talking to any of you but to someone who is just as great as my family." He responded. But yet again I felt like he was lying.

"But, maybe it's just me but I don't feel like your being entirely honest right now." I said. Also why do I keep saying things that I probably shouldn't?

He did respond but it seemed to take him some time to put his thoughts into words. "There are some things I couldn't explain to you even if I tried to or wanted to. Goodbye." I watched him get up and go to leave but before he exited the room he stopped.

"I will admit that it was nice talking to you."
And then he left, leaving me in the library confused. But one thing I knew that my opinions on him seemed to change. He wasn't as bad as I thought, I liked him.

(( Part 2???? ))