She's not afraid. (Liam fanfic)

 I knew she was here. I walked to my window and peered out. Yep, she was out there in her favorite dress with the top cute low. Of course, she looked amazing. She knew she was sexy and she knew how to get what she wanted.

"Get out here," she whispered in my ear as she dragged me out of the window. She was crazy and that was why I loved her, even if she didn't believe it. This was the third night sneaking out this week. She planted a kiss on my lips and pushed me up against the window. "C'mon, silly. We have a party to attend." She pulled me to the edge of the room and I watched as she climbed the tree down. She knew how to make it look hot. She gave me a flirty smile when she made it to the bottom.

"Don't tease me," I chuckled as I made my way down. She pushed me against the tree and grinned.

"It's so fun, though." She whispered in my ear and kissed my lips just enough to where I could feel her skin against mine. I smiled into the kiss. She was doing it again. She loved to tease.

"We're going to be late," I reminded her

"So," she never actually cared about the parties. She just went with it. She liked to drink though, she was a big drinker. I always tried to stay sober just so she would get home safe. I worried about her. We spent a few more minutes snogging before I dragged her to the car.

"Buckle up," She winked, she was joking. But I took her seriously. She was all around crazy. She just wanted to have fun. Her driving scared me even if I would never admit it. She took the corners so fast and never looked both ways. Her music was always loud and she loved to sing along. I knew she'd kill us both one day.

..

"Hey Allie," Kyle met us at the door, he fancied her. I knew she wouldn't actually do anything with him but I still got jealous. She flirted like crazy. But that was just her. She wasn't ashamed of me but she also didn't want everyone to know I had her. She didn't even want me to know I had her. I couldn't exactly say I had her because I didn't. No one did. She was rebelious and she wasn't afraid to let anyone know that.

"How's it going, Kyle." She winked and gave him a swift kiss to the cheek. My blood boiled but I ignored it. My fingers twitched, I wanted to pull her in my arms and kiss her just so the world would know she was mine.

"Liam, it's nice to see you here." He lied, I knew he didn't like me. And if I didn't have Allie here, he probably wouldn't have let me in. I wouldn't have showed up anyway. I didn't much like him myself. But he knew Allie and I were messing around so he put up with me. I knew what he wanted. Hell, Allie knew what he wanted. But that doesn't mean he was going to get her.

'Yeah," I nodded and walked past him. Allie was already past us. She was already drinking her first drink. She wasn't slowing it down tonight. She usually never does.

"Wanna beer?" Jake offered. I shook my head, "Not a big drinker, I see." I didn't know the kid that well, maybe I'd see him around school. I sat on the couch beside him and watched as Allie grinded on Kevin. Kevin was definitely enjoying himself as she worked her body against his.

"Is that your girlfriend?" He asked me, nodding towards Al. He was watching her carefully. I knew he wanted what every guy here wanted. He wanted her. There was hunger in his eyes. But I couldn't tell him yes. Even though, I was the only guy she was going home with. I wasn't her boyfriend.

"Nah," I told him, shaking my head a bit. I regreted telling him the truth. I knew he would do what every guy does when I tell him we're not together. He's going to try to get her. They all do. They all fail too. Even though she wants to have a little fun, she's not a slut. She doesn't just sleep with random guys. It took me months to get her, I was relentless. I wouldn't take no for an answer. I guess she saw something in me cause she gave me a chance.

"Too bad, she's hot." the comment angered me. But Allie always got pissed when I got into fights so I tried to ignore it. I just nodded as if I was agreeing.

"Hey, Liam." Jordan plopped down next to me. Too close for comfort. She smelled like beer. "How are you?" She was slurring her words and she was falling all over me. She was drunk.

"Hi, Jordan." I replied, trying to move farther away from her. Jake was laughing at the drunk girl. I actually felt bad. She tried so hard to be loved. She tried in the wrong ways. She slept with so many guys and was into drugs. She had passed out before I could say another word. I picked her up and carried her to her room. She was Kyle's little sister. You'd think he'd take better care of her.

"That was sweet of you," Allie popped out behind the wall as I closed Jordan's door. I couldn't tell if she was jealous or if she was actually being sincere. I smiled and grabbed her hands. "Did you give her a goodnight kiss too?"

"How was Kevin?" I ignored the question and moved the spotlight to her.

"Better than you," She said, sourly. She turned quickly and walked down the stairs. She made sure to swing her hips, teasing me. I followed her down the stairs and watch her grab Jake's hand. She made sure I was watching. She wanted to make me jealous.

She watched me the entire time she danced on him, showing me what she could be doing to me tonight. Her moves were very flirty and I knew most of the girls wanted to be her. They gave her dirty looks and whispered behind their hands. The thing about Allie is though, She doesn't care. She never has.

..

"C'mon. I'm ready to go." She pulled me by my shirt and dragged me to the car. "That was fun" she climbed into the passenger seat. I buckled myself up and put on some light music. I took a moment to really look at her. She was beautiful. Even when she was trashed. Her eyes sparkled with excitement and she was breathig heavy from all the dancing. Her hair was a mess but it fit her. Her light freckles were highlighted by the moon along with her light tan skin. This is the moment where I really want to kiss her the most. She looked like a wild angel. Allie had my heart.

"Goodnight, Liam." She kissed my lips lightly, leaving chills on my skin.

"Allie, I really--" I tried to get out the words before she could stop me.

"Liam, stop. I'm going to my room now. You're going to go home. I'll see you later. Goodnight, now." She left me. This is how our nights always ended. It's like she was the bravest person in the world except for when it came to telling someone how she really felt.

This thing we had going had lasted for a while. But I wanted more. I enjoyed this friends with benefits thing. But I loved her. I actually loved her. This was different than anything I'd felt before. But everytime I try to tell her how I feel, she says it's not real. I was going to find a way to let her know how I really felt. No matter what it took.