Realization of a playboy (falling in love with a rare flower)

me and the rarest flower

"If every girls i have dumps me, will you marry me instead?"

"im the last option, again?"

"probably...so what do you say?"

sigh...

"ok...if everyone dumps you, i will marry you."

thats what i said 8 yrs ago...

i met him when we are in 5th grade, i was a transfered student, while he was the most popular and coolest boy in the campus.

when he first saw me, he immediately got a crush on me. but as time goes by, those feelings fade away. we became friends.

we graduated elementary, and took entrance exam at the same school.
thats were i met my old friends and classmates, also thats the first time he saw my former classmate Kei.

for him it was love at first sight.

No. he always fall whenever he saw new girl.

for him it was ALWAYS love at first sight.

"could you help me to be close with her?"

thats what he said, and with that smile on his face, how could i say no? so i said..

"uh...i guess so."

he grab my hands saying "Thank you!!"

we got closer everyday, helping him with love letters and other sweet stuff for kei.

he then claim, "you will be my BESTFRIEND forever!!!"

he was so charming when he said those words, i couldnt react or object, so, i just go with the flow.

after a year...

we're now 2nd year, because of his good grades he was transfered in our class.

he did his best to get high grades, to be in our class, to be with kei.

we really got much closer this time, but still he never give up on courting Kei.

he just dont know when to give up.

time pass by, school festival ended, i got tired already so i sneak out and go home.

around 8 pm my phone rings.

"hello?"

"were are you were having a party." he said

"im tired so.."

with a soft voice he said, "kei finally said yes to me..come over its my treat."

i felt something, so i said, "well...congratulations." then i hung up.

i prepared myself for this am i? yeah.. but why does it hurt?

i thought after that, he will be hanging out with kei, and not me anymore.

and i was obviously right.

he does not to bother me anymore, never look at me anymore.

but what would you expect?

he was so busy with his girlfriend. so lovey dovey everytime.

one afternoon,

"wow, its a miracle! why are you with me today? you should hangout with your girlfriend and not me."

"why so cold so sudden? c'mon dont break my heart!"

with that carefree smile again... Stupid!

he said, "she have a club activity until 7pm...so i decided to go home with you, since i didnt hangout with you for a while."