The Summer i turned pretty

Chapter 12

I couldn't sleep at night.

I cried myself to sleep.

It didn't do any good. Because the next day I felt the same.

I woke up. Ugly like always. My hair was a mess. My breath---eew.

I brushed my teeth and looked at myself at the mirror.

"I hate my life."

Got my brush and combed it. Put on my basic make up. Mascara. Only.

Put on on flower crop top and my ripped jeans.

I texted my mom I was going to Taylor's. But I wasn't really. I was going to Bryan's house.

I know Beck's there. But Bryan is there. I had to tell him that I was stupid for not listening to him.

I saw there house.

"I'm so stupid."

I knocked.

I wished I didn't go because Beck opened the door.

"You want me back?" Beck asked.

I rolled my eyes,"Why would I want you back? Why would I want a dumbass as my boyfriend?"

"Then leave." He was closing the door but I stopped him.

"Nuh- uh." I opened the door. "I came to see Bryan. "
He kept staring at me.

"Is there a problem?"

"Are you on your rag?" He looked pissed.

"What a stupid question." I laughed.

He stared at me.

He wouldn't move so I pushed him and went in.

"You can't come in."

"Really? Because I'm pretty sure I'm in. "

I went upstairs and searched for Bryan. It was easy because his door was open.

"Bryan?"

He was in his bed using his computer. "Hey."

"Look. I'm sorry I didn't listen to you. I was such a dumbass. "

"Beck already cheated on you?"

"Yeah with this girl named Sandy."

"What did you do? When? How?"

I told him the story how I found them kissing.

"He's a bitch by dumping you with her. "

"He's single. "

"Right. He probably already has another girfriend. "

"I doubt."

"What ever. Why would he cheat on something so expensive to find?"

"What do you mean?"

"You're young. Hot. Gorgeous."

I felt like he was checking me out. Ugh my boobs. So shouldn't wear my crop top.

"Amazing, Beautiful-"

"Okay. I get it. Thank you." I smiled at him.

"Well now that you're single. Would you-"

"Have some coke! Yes please." I was nervous what to respond. I mean I never looked at him the way he looked at me.

"Oh sorry I haven't given you a coke."

He went downstairs.

I went to the hallway and looked at his baby pics. He was so adorable. And Beck too I guess.

"Here's your coke." He said. His smile looked so flirty.

"Thank you." I shy smiled.

We were talking and when we were I felt like I never even dated Beck.

"Have to go drop Beck at his friends house."

"Why can't he go alone?"

"His car doesn't want to turn on and he hasn't fixed it."

"He should go walking." I looked at him in the eyes. "Or I'll go with you. "

What did I just say??!!

"Great! Let's go. "

I didn't want to go but now that I said it I mean I guess.

"Beck let's go."

"Finally. But umm she's not coming with us right."

"I'm going." I told him. "Unless you want to go walking, I'm totally fine with that. "

"No. I am just gonna drop off his stuff and talk about what we're gonna do tomorrow."

"Great. So let's go. " Bryan said bothered.

When we dropped him off. I turned on the radio. Bryan started singing. So I sang with him.

"Omg ur good at singing!"

"I guess" he said.

When the radio went to commercial he turned it off.

"Beck would come soon. "

I didn't care.

"Do you still-" love me. Care for me.

"Yes. Yes I do. " He leaned closer to me.

And he started kissing me. My first thought was I guess he didn't shave. Then I thought Omg I'm kissing Bryan Hest. The second hottest guy at my school.

I returned the kiss. It felt real this time. Better. More love. He kissed the lower lip and I kissed the upper lip. We were kissing for minutes I think.

"Glad you found some one else to kiss."