I'm inlove with CAMERON DALLAS

Chapter 02: Afraid

Chanel's POV 

naglalakad ako ngayon papunta sa kwarto ni.. 

"Chanel!" 

"Drew!" 

yeah you're right.. pinipili ko si drew.. alangang alang sa mga kaibigan ko i will sacrifice.. 

"So ano na decision mo?" - drew 

"You win" 

"Okay so ako pinipili mo?" - drew 

"HINDI BA HALATA?!" -  

"I miss you babe." - drew 

i look at his eyes.. hindi na tulad ng dati.. it will never go back... I should accept the fact na hindi na talaga magiging normal ang life ko.. i just want to have fun.. bumaliktad ang lahat. i want to go back to my old life.. no distractions.. just a peaceful life.. ugh. tumakbo ako hanggang sa sa garden na ako nakarating. 

"Chanel? Are you crying?" - Cameron 

"Tears of joy." 

"You're lying." - Cameron 

"How.." 

"I can see it in your eyes. You're sad." - Cameron 

"Sorry." 

"Pretending to be okay is never easy." - Cameron 

"I know." 

"You know? just let it out!" - Cameron 

"What?" 

"I know you want to cry." - Cameron 

walang pang isang minuto nakaiyak na ako.. i don't know what to do. I regret my decisions. I regret loving Drew. I regret everything. 

"Is this about your ex boyfriend?" - Cameron 

"Uhmm yeah." 

"Don't worry. Everything will be okay. Not now but soon." - Cameron 

"How i wish." 

"Did you take a bath? You stink!" - Cameron 

"You're so mean! hahahaha i hate you." 

"I love you too." - Cameron 

omg did he just?! okay kalma lang chanel. kalma lang. wag malandi. 

"What?" 

"Nothing." - Cameron 

okay it's awkward! 

"I really need to go back to my room." 

"Okay i'll escort you." - Cameron 

"Escort? hahaha really?" 

"Yes madam! I'm your bodyguard! I'll protect you." - Cameron 

I'll protect you.. kinikilig na ba ako? nooooooooo!! hindi pwede. 

"Okay mr. bodyguard! Let's go! Hahaha." 

nagtawanan kami. gumaan ang loob kahit sa saglit na paguusap namin. Umabot na kami sa room ko at.. 

"Where have you been?" - Nash 

"Sorry!!" 

"Cam?" - Nash