being in a competitive system where being top is the best position to earn respect for yourself to avoid people looking down on you, you study so hard to make people around you proud but what they didn't know was
you were lonely, hiding in the dark.
your routine were just made up of going to school and completing school work after school,
that being said, teachers would always put you in advance science class but you weren't the only one,
Jung hoseok was.
He was the loudest in your class,that you wouldn't fail to notice,having a bubbly personality and knows everyone but you were a loner and without fail he's always waving at you trying to get your attention but you were too shy to even give a glance at this point
Going to science class was awkward,he would always ask you to wait for him and you'll stand awkwardly by yourself waiting for him to gather his stuff to walk to the science lab and he'd never fail to strike up a conversation,
"do you wanna be my friend?,we can hangout more,to get to know each other!"
But knowing that making your family
proud was your only priority, you would just keep quiet and turn away from this precious offer that you always wanted to hear.
'as always he never fail to ask me that question that I always wanted to reply. But I don't want to hurt anyone anymore. He doesn't deserve it
oh hoseok, only if you knew :/
