Fake Account

1.Friends?!

I was in the History Class and for the first time I wasn't listening to what the teacher was saying cause I focused on my phone and on the account that I was proud of.I actually made some friends outta here on the Fake Land *yea now it has a name* . People here were so nice and it was just like not real that somebody actually would wanna talk to me.People at school haven't even gave atention to the eyes I had in the phone all day.It was weird to know actually apreciate me for the inside and not for the outside.I mean,they were some mean people that I blocked but most of them were acting kind and educated,the kind of friend I would like to have.I wish I could met these people,but I know it's impossible,actually more 'cause I had only talked to them like a single day.I guess they are like 8 persons I have talked to,I mean I messaged more but it were just "Hey.How are you.Fine.Bye" conversations so...They were just like 6 girls and 2 boys.All living so far away from my town.Oh,my town is a small but big village on the exactly North-West of Romania with makes me a "Proud" Romanian.But really,let's be honest,we all know the reason why I am writing this in English.I tried so hard having friends and it was so easy.After even realising how easy the smile printed on my face and that smile wouldn't even go away.I started even ignoring the bullies who were talking about me.It was weird that those people that I was talking to knew all my story but not my name.Just like you,guys.Let me introduce myself,I am Hope Carver,a 15 years old teenage girl living in a city that you never saw on the screen and yup,that is my kind-of-introduction and yeah,thinks were really stuck in,because the person I was pretending to pe was really different than the real me and soon I became her.I am not Hope Carver or Worth Less as people know me for.I am Vanessa Marie,I was born to.be different an confident as Vanessa.I should really let old me go forever and go da fac and make some real friends cuz Vanessa isn't afraid of failing,she never falls into holes that she sees in front of her.She always finds out a way to escape the drama situation that she's trough and she never but never accepts bullies or hate,and always has the last word because she has no regrets.But I really want to be like her actually.And I will be,I just need more self-esteem and I'm going to be the person I always dreamed of being.A motivated teenager who never falls into holes and always has the last word.Yes,that's what I wanna be and that's what I am in the inside.