Troubled

Chapter 4

Josephine's P.O.V

Bonnie walks in just as I was about to answer Hero's question telling us its time for dinner as I'm about half way to the door I feel someone grab the top of my arm and spin me around I flinch from the contact " this conversation isn't over we will finish this after dinner" hero told me in a stern voice I just nod and walk to the dinning room

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as I walk back up stairs to my room to take a shower because I have to go out with Bonnie tomorrow as im about to got in to my room hero walks out of his room " um hey can we finish our conversation we were having in the lounge room before bonnie came in" I just nod my head "okay did you want to talk in my room or yours" hero asks " um yours I still haven't finished unpacking and my rooms a mess" I giggle he just smirks and walks back into his room I follow him he goes and sits on the bed while I just stand her in the middle of the room looking around a little bit uncomfortable " Oh sorry you can come sit on the bed too if you want" hero says " yeah thank you" I said going and sitting next to him on his bed " so are you going to answer my question from earlier what do you do that to your self" hero asks " I do thus to my self because I blame my self for my parent deaths and my twin sister"

Hero's P.O.V

okay well I wasn't expecting that to come out of this conversation " why do you blame yourself for you family's deaths" " because if I didn't sneak out to go to a stupid party I wouldn't have had to call them to come pick me up" "why did they have to come pick you up from a party" she opens her mouth to say something like she wanted to say something about 2 minutes later she started talking again " sorry I was just trying to think of a way to say this without crying but really I'm going to struggle to say it no matter how I say it so I guess here it go's so I snuck out to a party that my friends wanted me to go too so I did I was having fun dancing drinking smoking doing everything you would normally do at party but that was until a guy buy the name of kol showed up me and kol had been friends when we where in 1st grade till 5th grade when he started bullying me and all the other girls at school so after that I stopped talking to him but at that party he started being really nice to me then he started offering me drinks which I didn't really find weird because we where at a party that was until I started seeing things and getting dizzy the next thing I remember was being locked in a room with him and he had me pinned down to the bed he started removing my clothing the next think after going in and out of consciousness is the feeling of him inside of me he had been nice to me so h could drug and rape me but what make it even worse is that I was a virgin the next thing I remember is hitting him over the head with a lamp that knocked him out getting up putting my clothes back on and running as fast as I could out of that party I didn't realize how long I was running for until I was in the next town over from the one the party was at that's when I called my dad to see if he could come get me when I called him I was balling my eyes out he said he would wake my mum and sister up and come and get me and hw would be there in an hour so I when to the nearest park and sat on the swing when a hour past I stood up but they weren't there yet so I sat back down thinking maybe they left the house later then they were going to come get me but that ended up with them being  2 hours late to come and get me so I started walking home by myself at 3 o'clock in the morning on the way back home there was a car crash as I walked passed the police seen me and came over to me to see what someone so young was doing out so late by themselves at night so I told them that I had snuck out of the house to go to a party and that I had called my parents 3 hours ago to come and get me because I didn't want tot be there anymore but they had never shown up then they asked me what my parents names where and my sisters name was so I told them there names which are Elizabeth, Stephen and Katherine Langford that's when they had told me that they had been in a car crash 2 hours ago and had died from the amount of force from being hit by a truck I don't really remember much that happened after that other than crying and getting dropped off at my first ever orphanage" when she finishes telling me what happened to her family and why she blames herself she was crying so much I don't think she's going to stop I wasn't expecting her to tell me all that I feel really bad for her and I wish there was something I could do to take the pain away for her as she keeps crying I pull her to my chest to try and comfort her and get her to stop crying at first she was reluctant to hug me back but adventurely she did " you shouldn't blame your self for it how do you know that the truck didn't loose control and hit them you shouldn't blame your self for it no matter how much you think it is your fault" I tell her softly she doesn't answer as I stroke her hair her sobs have died down now that she's no longer crying as I look down at her I can see that her eyes are puffy from crying but she has fallen asleep with her head on my cheat and arms rapped around my torso. this may sound really weird but this position that me and Josephine are in feels extremely right and not weird at all instead of waking Josephine up so she was go to her bed I pull the blanket up do its covering the both of us as I turn the light off closing my eyes and fall asleep to the sounds of Josephine's light snores.

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