Over Think

Um A Rant..?

I loved how when I was little I wanted to become the best artist in history.

Then I grew up and I realized I wasnt good enough to be like that.

I want to go to college only because I am expected to.

I could teach myself anything for free.

Everyone says colleges only want well rounded, smart, talented etc etc. kind of people.

Well what about us normal average people.

Growing up really sucks.

You realize what life is really like, but I knew this ever since I was little.

I knew how life really was like.

Now I am what I am today...

Complicated,  Depressed and Unmotivated.

What is even the point when you 're not good enough.

There will always be lots of others better than you.

Let them take your opportunities.

I know some will just tell me to suck it up and get out there and live life.

Life is not a bowl of cherries.

Yes, I understand that it is not but it doesn't have to be this terrible either.

I am socially awkward and cannot deal well with social situations.

Yeah, excuses right?

But you dont really understand how my mind works.

Im very complicated and terrible.