The Heart Broken Lover

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Hi, my name is Rose and this is the story of my heartbreak. It all started in 8th grade, it was my first day in a new school and trust me I was scared as I could be, I was rushing into my first class because I was so lost because of the new school. I was terrified! I knew no one. Yet when I walked into my class I saw his face; the warmth and comfort in his eyes, it calmed me. I sat down in my new seat and drifted off, all I knew was that I wanted him to be in my life; one way or another. As the day goes on I never saw him again, until a later class. I saw him again, I wanted to say hi but I didn't know his name, I sat down in silence while still being terrified, again we made eye-contact; it was such a warm feeling. I didn't see him again till after school, I was looking for my bus and he saw me and started talking. The introvert I am I didn't really know what to say. He started with "Hi! My name is Jasper, I know this might be scary for you, but trust me this school can be amazing! *wink*" and he walked away. I was dumb struck at how forward he was, I later on realize why he was so forward. 

The rest of 8th grade was not horrible, I had found someone who was in my situation and understand because his stepdad used to be in the military, he has been in New Jersey for a while, he understood how this school worked. Him and some of my best friends helped with my problems, Jasper was always there for some reason, like when I turned around he was there to help me. Same with my kid best friend Nyx and my friend I made here, her name was Lilac and she was always here too. At this point in the year we had switched semester classes, Jasper and I were now in ELA COMP, and honestly we just goofed off. It was great I thought I had found my best friend; yet that's when I realized I was catching feelings. Dammit, I didn't want to do that, I didn't want to have feelings because I knew it would ruin everything. I called Nyx that night to rant and she told me that I cannot control my feelings and maybe they would go away. Little did I know, they wouldn't go away. Jasper and I finished off the 8th grade, me and him grew closer and so did me and lilac! I was so happy I was making new friends! Me and Jasper didn't talk much that summer and the feelings had gone away, honestly I was happy that happened, and Lilac and Nyx were becoming friends too we all called over the summer and me and Lilac even hung out. Everything was going well, little did I know, it would change in a blink of a eye.