a void of emotions (A Steve Saga fanfiction)

⚠the end - 13⚠

VERY BIG TW // SUICIDE

since gal was gone, i went to a forest. alone.

with a rope.

i sat by a tree and held rain's love letter in my hand. i imagined he was saying the words to me, not gal. my jealousy was blinding me, and i cared no longer about what gal would think. he'd be all alone soon enough, just like i was.

void's visit has sent me over the edge. i'm writing this under the tree. i've already tied up the rope, and i keep looking up at it.

to whoever finds this book, know that you aren't alone. my life ended- well, is going to end- because i'm a foolish idiot who only cares about himself. s*icide is the easy way out, and it's never the correct answer. even though i see it was a way out, i'm foolish for that. i promise you that everything, in the end, will be ok. i swear. if you're feeling sad or lonely, talk to a friend or family member, read a book, go for a walk. have some fun, like i was unable to. and if death took one of your loved ones... just know that they are watching over you, just like rainbow is watching over me.

however, now, it is time for me to go. i've lived in this world for far too long, and my time is up. i'm going to be joining rain in the spirit world soon. 

but don't do what i'm doing, okay bby? i'm an idiot. i'm a fucking idiot for doing this shit right now... stay alive for me... sabre. everything will be okay. 

i love you, whoever is reading this. 

stay safe.

Sabre put down his diary on the ground and stood up on a carefully placed block of stone. 

He wrapped the rope around his neck, tightening it. It already constricted his breathing. 

Holding onto the rope, Sabre stepped right off the stone.

And as his body swung there in the light breeze, his spirit left to join that of his best friend up above, ready to try and live again.