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Coming home

Camila Pov:

"Well Camila this is your last session with me How are you feeling about going home?" my therapist asked me.

"Im doing ok" I answered although its a lie I'm not sure how I'm feeling about going home Ive been gone for the whole summer, and Im more than nervous about certain temptations back at home. I feel completely fixed but with her(Lauren) she is very persuasive.

"Camila" "camila" he shook me out of my thoughts. "Yes" I responded.

"Are you sure your'e ready to go home especially with certain distractions that are there" he asked me.

About as ready as I will ever be

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Camila Pov:

"I can't believe you're going home already it feels like you just got here and made this shitty prison a little bit better" my roommate Vero said.

I chuckled because Vero constantly said this was a prison. I felt bad for Vero considering she didn't actually wanna get help, and that she told me once she will never be cured which pretty much means she'll be there for a while.When I first got here I didn't want help either, but now it feels as if this place completely cured my thoughts.

"So you excited to see your mom" she asked me.

Which was pretty much the question I have been dreading to answer because I don't even know the full answer to the question. I know she's my mom , but I still feel like I disappointed her the day her and my dad felt the need to send me here.

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Camila Pov:

"Alright Ms.Cabello it's now or never your mother is here" one of the volunteers said.

''Alright you little brat it's time to leave this place and fly your newly found hetero life" I heard Vero say. It kind of made me laugh considering she only said it to not get so sentimental about me leaving I know deep down she's gonna miss me as her roommate.

"Hey maybe if you're lucky you'll find a roommate who's not here to fix there sins''I respond to her with a laugh at the end.

Seeing my moms car parked wasn't that easy for me considering who was inside and that she would eventually ask a ton of questions. I can already feel the simple questions coming like "Are you fixed" and "You don't have any more temptations right?".

"Hey Mom" seemed to be the only words that slipped out of my mouth. She looked me up and down so I could feel her gaze right at me which felt like fire.

"Hello Mija" "How are you feeling?" she told me.

''Im feeling great Mami and before you ask I am fixed and no longer have certain temptations.

"Well good" was all she could respond with before a two hour drive back to Miami filled with complete silence in the car.

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Camila Pov:

As I walked through the front door of the house I saw my Dad on the couch with Sofi peacefully waiting for my return.

"Mija" he yelled and came to greet me with a hug while Sofi trailed behind smiling extra hard because I was home. After an hour of connecting back with my family I decided to go to my room which no longer felt like mine. The whole room was changed around and nothing was the same not even the wallpaper.

"Do you like it " my mother asked behind me."I just felt like you needed a change you know"

''Yeah Yeah I like it'' I didn't know how to respond considering the one thing that was mine was switched completely up with no say at all. I wasn't even told it was happening , but I think what felt the worse was why it happened. When she said she felt I needed a change she really meant so I won't have too many constant memories of my life before.

As I looked around to take fuller grasp of the room I noticed my walls were completely blank with no pictures at all my night stand had nothing on it. It reminded me a lot of my room at the camp.

"Alright honey Im going to go make dinner" my mother said.

"Wait Mom I think Im gonna go for a run maybe were are my sneakers" I politely asked.

''I don't no honey maybe in your closet"

For someone who rearranged my whole entire room you'd think she knew were my sneakers were. While looking in the closet I noticed my old shoe box I quickly grabbed it in fear that all my favorite pictures she also threw away. Right when I opened the box I was bombarded with pictures of her(Lauren) and my other friends. All I did was stare a them the day I left I said I would rip them up but I never had the heart too. Looking at them now I wish I had ripped them up when I had the chance all my memories of the photos came running back in my head. I quickly covered the box and threw them back in the closet lucky enough I found my sneakers right near the box. A run would definitely help what Im feeling right now.

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So that was my first chapter that Ive ever written. This is my first book so who ever is reading it please be patient with me, and if it was bad Im sorry.

The reason I keep on referring Her as in Lauren is because I thought it would be good if she felt as if she couldn't even say her name. So in the next chapter I say "Her" please know im referring to Lauren.

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