CRUSHED MIRACLE

Strange Swirl of Emotions

Xavier POV

I woke up with the sunlight streaming on my face as I tried to move my arm to block the sunlight , stretching  on tried cause someone was holding me tightly ...I opened my eyes and was shocked to see a face so beautiful that I can't help losing my breathe ...As I stared at that heart shaped tiny face the memory from last night flashed making my head pound ... Suddenly his closed eyelids twitched ... due to the light so I quickly covered his eyes with my own palm ...Seeing  what I did on impulse I was shocked ...why ..forget it ..

My phone started to ring startling me as I tried to shrug of his arms without waking him up ..he tightened his hold and turned to face me .. I couldn't breathe due to our close proximity ...what the hell was happening to me ..Ugh lord and after much effort I escaped his embrace .

I stepped outside the room to pick up the call .."Yes , doctor Reynolds speaking ." "Sir your morning surgery has been cancelled". "okay " So that means I have more time now ..I looked at the clock and saw it was past 8 and I don't have to join till 11 ,I guess .

.As I went back , I saw his hand grabbing the sheets ...I felt shocked due to the warmth flowing through me due to his unknown gesture . I slipped my pillow between his arms and he went back to sleep as sigh escaped those sinful lips begging to be kissed. What the hell is happening to me .

.I quickly escaped the room to take a shower hopefully clearing my mind ..I swear I am losing it ..How can I have this thoughts ..I never felt like this towards anyone let alone a man ..And I have been messed up since last night .As The cold water fell on my body I recounted on what happened. 

Yesterday was the day I have always tried to escape since last 12 years .I went to the bar to get thrashed as usual but That boy caught my attention .The way he moved his hips as he danced wildly to the music. He looked like a beautiful chaos . I couldn't understand the feelings coursing through me especially when another man started to into grind him forcefully .I almost lost my mind when he was forced against the wall and before I even know it ,I was plummeting the man to the ground .Only his angelic voice broke through my haze and I stopped . Looking back to the present , it wasn't only his beauty that made me crazy but the way he jumped in without thinking to defend his friend and even took the punch for him was unlike anything I have ever seen . Well ,I guess Today this short lived feelings will end ..a day huh .Nothing good ever stays in my life and each day feels like a homework to me . Its been a while till I felt anything . I don't know whether to smile or what. I started to make breakfast as I mused over my thoughts.