Deku angst oneshots

Feelings Are Fatal(No ship really)

Requested by: No one, just my brain 😌👌

Trigger warnings: Mentions of mental/emotional abuse? Asshole 1a(minus the bakusquad), Nice Endeavor(is that a warning?)

Ship: Slight ShinDeku and ShinTodo

Authors POV:

There was a contest being held at UA, a talent show of sorts. Deku has signed up in hopes of people getting how he felt.

As Deku walked onto stage he could feel the disgusted looks he was getting from his class and the loving looks he was getting from class 1B.

He started singing.

"I'm happy for you
I'm sniling for you
I'd do anything
For you, for you" He sang, the teachers having their full attention on their student.

"It's always for you
And never for me
And I need it to stop,
So let me tell you please" he looked at Shinso and Todoroki directly

"I'm always sad
And I'm always lonely
But I can't tell you
That I'm breaking slowly" Shinso cringed underneath the glares he was getting for the bakusquad. Todoroki flinched at the look he was getting from Deku, his ex best friend.

"Closed doors
Locked in, no keys
Keeping my feelings hidden
There is no ease" the teachers stared at the boy in shock.

"I need it to stop
And I want to be able
To open up but" Deku paused before closing his eyes.

"My feelings are fatal
My feelings are fatal" he opened his eyes again, the teachers saw the dull look in his eyes.

"How many times must I keep in inside?
I need to let go and I swear that I've tried
But opening up means trusting others
And that's just too much I don't want to bother
So I'll keep it inside and bury it deep
I know it's not healthy, but you won't hear a peep" Class 1A groaned, thinking that Deku was making this all up.

The pro heros that were there were surprised to see the 'happy-go-lucky' boy was hiding so many emotions.

"Though I'm always sad and I'm always lonely
I could never tell you that I'm breaking slowly
Closed doors
Locked in, no keys
Keepin' my feelings hidden
There is no ease
I need it to stop
And I want to be able
To open up but
My feelings are fatal, oh, oh, oh
My feelings are fatal, oh, oh, oh
My feelings are fatal, oh, oh, oh" Deku finished the song and he walked off stage wiping his eyes.

The pro heros Endeavor and hawks walked up to the boy.

"You okay Midoriya? I heard from Tokoyami that he "sensed dark energy" from you, but I never thought he actually meant it.." Hawks said.

"I'm fine." Deku lied expertly, sniling his real looking fake smile once again.

It was Endeavors turn to comfort the boy. So he hugged him.

Enji might not have shown it, but he did care deeply for the boy.

When Deku went back to class the bakusquad and the Emosquad all walked up to him. Shoji hugged him tightly, afraid the boy might slip away. Tokoyami and Dark Shadow hugged him tightly as well, scared that he might slip away from them if they let go.

Everyone in the two groups was worried for their friend. How long had he felt like this? How long has he been hiding it? Why is he so good at hiding how he feels?

Bakugo held Deku for the longest. Scared his 'brother' might disappear if he let go. He wasn't gonna risk losing his best friend.

Hello! Their will be a part two to this! I already have it written so expect it out after this is published!