༄ 𝐀𝐦𝐨𝐮𝐫 | 𝖨𝗓𝗎𝗄𝗎 𝗑 𝖬𝖺𝗅𝖾 𝖱𝖾𝖺𝖽𝖾𝗋 .

" Further Down the Rabbit Hole "

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7:56 AM ; (Y/N)'s House

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I feel a gentle breeze against my body, the grass around the blanket we laid on shivering as the leaves on the large tree beside us shook - I glance over, seeing Midoriya leaned against my side with his eyes closed, breathing softly. I smile, then my ears begin to ring.

I exhale, slowly coming back to the world and out of my dream as my alarm sounds, my phone vibrating on my bedside table. I reach over, grabbing my phone and stopping the alarm before I stretch. I curse under my breath, getting up from my bed. As I got up, I stretch again, then turn, making my bed up before walking to my closet - I grab my uniform, taking it off the hangers before putting them back up into my closet. I slip my arms through the sleeves of my uniform, then step into my pants, pulling them up before zipping up my fly, then buttoning them before buttoning my shirt up, flipping the collar of my button-down up as I place my tie around it, making sure it was neat before tightening the tie around my collar, flipping it back down. Roll my sleeves up then tuck my shirt into my pants.

After getting ready completely, taking a shower, etc. I walk downstairs, looking at my mom as I pet my cat. "Morning." I say dryly before she looks back at me. "Good morning, (Y/N)!" She said back to me, smiling widely. I nod at her, grabbing a piece of toast from the counter. "I'll be going now. I don't want to be late." I say as I rub her shoulder gently, walking towards the front door, unlocking it then opening it. "Love you." I add, starting out the door. "I love you too! Stay safe!" She shouted back as I wave, closing the door.

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I approach my homeroom, pushing the door open before I glance inside, my gaze moving around the room for a moment before I sigh quietly, already becoming irritated as I walk towards my seat - I settle at my desk, overhearing Mineta gush over the girls with Kaminari, eventually, Midoriya made it into the classroom, sitting at his seat as he talks with Iida and Uraraka. Uraraka left him, walking to her desk. Iida left him as well, waiting until it was time to settle down. -
Todoroki entered the room, looking around for just a moment before he looked at Izuku, walking over to him. They exchanged a few words then Shouto walked away from him, leaving Izu with a dark red on his face. I watch this go down, my eyebrows furrowing as I narrow my eyes, averting my gaze from Izu as I lean back, crossing my arms.
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[ 3rd Person ]
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After their classes, they went to the cafeteria for lunch. (Y/N) sat at a table by himself, setting his bento box in front of himself on the table - he opened it, looking in at what he had. It was his (F/F), white rice with beef, and bread. He began eating his lunch, pausing every now and then. Eventually, Midoriya spotted him, noticing he was alone, he decided to walk over. "Is..this seat taken?" He asked, referring to the one beside (Y/N) - he smiled, waiting for his response patiently. (Y/N) looked up at him, being caught off guard, he paused for a moment. "Uh.." He furrowed his eyebrows slightly as he became just a little confused. "No." He said in response, still just a bit confused. Midoriya always sat with Iida, Uraraka and Todoroki. What was he doing over at this table?
(Y/N) shook his head as he looked back at his food, continuing to eat as he thought, Izuku taking a seat next to him. "So, how have you been, (Y/N)? You've been acting weird lately, I'm a little worried about you.." he laughed nervously before he began eating as well. "I've been decent. Things have simply been stressful as of late." He lied - he hasn't even been decent, and he's been more than stressed. He didn't want to put anything onto Izu, so, he kept it from him. "Oh..well, I hope things get better!" Izuku said, a smile growing on his lips. "If you need any help, then just tell me." He added, taking another bite from his food. (Y/N) stayed silent, but nodded.

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Eventually, it was time to head home. (Y/N) had collected his things and headed out of the school. Then, he heard to familiar voices. Todoroki and Midoriya.
(Y/N) felt himself get sick, he felt his heart ache. He cursed, walking faster before he broke into a bit of a jog to get himself away from the two. He needed to collect himself and calm down. He glanced back, seeing the two being all lovey-dovey on eachother. He felt the color drain from his face for a moment as his heart dropped. He let out a sigh before he turned his head, looking at the ground.

As (Y/N) got onto a bus to get home, he felt himself become bitter and furious, but he calmed himself, although it still bothered him. He was glad Midoriya was happy with Todoroki, but again - it still messed with him quite a bit. He decided to listen to music on his way back home instead of overthinking and damaging himself even more.

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Soon, the bus stopped near his house and he got out, walking the rest of the way. (Y/N) took his earbuds out of his ears then stored them inside his backpack as he approached his front porch, opening the glass door before he knocked on the actual door behind it. Only a couple moments later, his mother answered the door, glaring at him. "What the hell took you so long to come back?!" She shouted. "I was taking my time. Apologies." He replied, walking in past her. She scoffed, rolling her eyes as she shut the door. He went up to his room, entering it and making sure to shut the door behind himself. He set his backpack beside his bed as he sat down, leaning forward slightly as his head hung low, his elbows resting on his knees.
"Why can't it get better?" He muttered to himself, his eyes closing before he managed to slowly drift off into a small, light rest.