"Nothing is as good as it seems"
I write down across the top of my page of my journal. Alone in my room, it's destroyed because of my neglective mother.
As I write, I whisper everything out loud...
"People brake, People die, and everything changes. But when people say that your a freak and that you'll never amount to anything. After you hear it so often, you attend to believe it. What's even worse is when your own mother says it."
My bitch of a mother slams through my bedroom door, braking every piece of silence. Drunk, yelling saying things I haven't done because for one I don't talk to her and I have no friends. Everything in my life is quite pointless.
"Ya know when no one really loves you than you really began to fading in time."
June, Monday 8th 1999
A rainy day without a person in sight not even a vehicle so I figured that I'd go for a walk. I grabbed my stuff and headed out the door,into the rain as I put my hood up. I enjoyed the silence there for a minute, until my mother open the door up yelling. I had a solution... "music". As I pulled my shattered phone out of my pocket than I pulled my headphones out right behind my phone and began listen to music. On the front of my phone i seen a picture of Jimmy Eats World listening to the words it just takes sometime.
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Till Death Do Us Part
Teen Fictionbraking down. woundering. A girl that has never had anything good in her life and never will but one thing will turn out good.......well maybe
