His POV all through
I screwed it up, I screwed everything up. I was pushing her away more and more, avoiding her, no wonder she left. I didn't think it would hurt like this...
I walked into the club with Calum, the smell of alcohol hitting us instantly. We walked past happy dancing people and aswell as people passed out on the tables and floors, 'what you having?' Calum asks, pulling my attention away from the drunken people. 'The strongest thing they have' I tell him turning back to look at the dance floor. The bar tender must have heard me answer Calum when I hear him ask 'bad break up?' Calum looks to me and nods. I find a table and sit down, putting my head in my hands, 'hey dude' Calum says putting my drink down, I have no idea what it is but it's red, I'm not bothered what it is, the alcohol will take the pain away right now.
*2 hours and many drinks later*
'But Calum I loved her, I've always loved her, why did I let her go?' I slur to Calum as we walk out of the nightclub, him holding me up slightly as I have had way more many drinks than him. 'I know dude. You'll sort it' he tells me. We walk to a cab before he pushes me in, telling the driver my address. When he closes the door I pull my phone out and flick through photos of me and y/n. After a few minutes of looking tears start to stroll down my face, I close the photos and call Ashton. 'Hey dude, what's up?' Ashton asks obviously hearing my sniffling. 'I love her Ash. I need her back' he slur, tears free flowing down my face now. 'Where are you Mike?' Ashton asks sounding concered. 'In a cab going back to my house. I don't wanna be alone Ash' I cry down the phone, 'Okay mate. I'll come get you from yours when you get there, pack a bag and you can stay around mine tonight so you don't do anything stupid' he tells me, I don't want to argue so i just agree, I know, even in my drunken state, i'll do something stupid on my own.
The cab driver drops me off, Calum already payed him when i got in. I fall through my front door when i hear my phone ring, it's Ashton, 'Hi' i say, holding tears back again. 'I'm parked outside, want me to come in?' he asks, 'Yeah, please. I can't find my bag' i tell him before he hangs up and i hear my front door open. I walk back into the hallway and see Ashton, I run up to him and throw my arms around him. I give up on holding my tears back and breakdown in Ashton's arms. 'shhh Mike, youre okay' he tells me rubbing my back, somehow I don't believe him. After 15 minutes of stubling around trying to pack some stuff we finally leave, Ashton helps me into his car before going around to his side and starting the car.
We finally get to his place and I'm still crying, I can't seem to stop.We get in and i fall onto his couch, 'you staying there?' Ashton asks, laughing a little. 'Talk to me, about anything, please distract me from my own thoughts' I amlost beg, crying again. After hours of us talking the alcohol was wearing off and I was falling asleep on Ashton, 'it's 3am mate, just sleep. I'll stay right here I promise' He tells me grabbing a pillow from behind him. I fall asleep with Ashton beside me and tear stains on my cheeks.
Sorry I haven't updated in so long. Been distracted but this is finally up now.
