Ember

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Sorry for not updating for a while I didn't think anyone would actually read my story 😂😂. Anyway here's another chapter hope you like it.

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"Are we at the venue?" I ask to change the subject.

"Ah yea we are, actually we have to go do sound check. will you be ok alone for awhile? Andy asked

"Oh I'm, Yea I'll be fine" I mumbled still slightly embarrassed about before.

"Alright yell if ya need anything" Ash called as they all walked out of the Bus.

I slowly got up and took out my bag to look for something to wear, without even realizing it I pulled out some old dance clothes, I turned to the mirror when I was dressed and was shell shocked when I took in what I was wearing, I haven't worn these clothes since the accident. It was so painful after that I never went back to dance not to mention the fact that I couldn't cover all the bruises. I sigh and walk out of the bus as I wiped away a few stray tears that slipped out.

I have no idea where I was going I just needed to walk. I stopped in a large field and sat down for a while, I pulled out my phone after a few minutes to put on some music to take my mind off of the thoughts running through my head. I got up and started to let the music take over, it felt good to just let go of everything that has been fogging my mind, I remembered why I love to dance so much. The feeling of complete happiness washed over me then I broke down in tears the thought of being happy when it was my fault that my mom and little sister was dead. I let out a scream and shouted "I'm so sorry Ember I didn't mean to to hurt you" I curled up on the ground and sobbed.

"Angel are you ok" CC asked softly as he knelt down beside me.

I slowly sit up and looked at him with a sad smile "how much of that did you see? I asked

" I've been watching since you started dancing, I was looking for you to tell you that it's almost show time. Are you ok?" He asked

"Um I don't know if you know but I had a little sister, she was my best friend and I lo.... Oh god....I lost her in the accident that killed my mom. It's my fault we were on our way to dance when a drunk driver hit us head on." I sobbed.

"Hey shush it's ok I'm here for you. It's not your fault hun ok it is NOT your fault, come here" CC said and opened his arms and I fell into them

" Hey by the way you should dance more often you are so good at it" CC said

"I can't dance without thinking of Ember" I answered

"Maybe that's good, dance could be a way of being able to reach her you know like send her a message" he whispered.

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