CRAZY IN LOVE

26. A new beginning-1

Aditya pov:

After my family and friends bid good bye and left, we walked inside the airport, finished the check in process and waited for about half an hour then heard the flight announcement

After few minutes we settled in our seats and waiting for flight take off

I turned my head to look at Zoya whose eyes are shut tightly, she is chanting prayers with those soft plump lips of hers, her hands are shivering, oh I forgot to tell you all that my Zoya is scared of flights that's why she hates traveling in flights, but now we are traveling in flight and her expressions are worth watching... Don't get me wrong I'm just saying that she looks pretty cute..

I keep on staring at her and when we heard an announcement about flight take off, she immediately leaned on to me, held my forearm with both her hands and she turned her face a little making her forehead touch my shoulder

Few minutes passed but she didn't moved from her position but stopped chanting prayers, I can clearly hear her heart beat and I'm sure she can hear my heart beat too, her hairs are falling on her face and blocking my view, I lifted my hand and slowly brushed her hairs from her face and tugged them behind her ear... Now I can see her face clearly without any disturbance but... Now her face held a worried a expression, her eyebrows are furrowed, eyes still shut tightly..

I lifted my hand near her face and caressed her cheek with my palm, her face is so cold, now I'm really worried about her, so I whispered "Zoya...", She didn't replied and I again called her name but this time not as a whisper "Zoya", she almost immediately replied "karthik?" Which rather came out as a question...

She jerked my hand off her face but didn't moved away from me, I'm taken aback with her sudden behavior, but then I shook her a little making her open her eyes, those orbs are filled with fear, shock and some unreadable emotions..

Then I said knowing that she won't talk "Zoya I didn't mean to touch you but you were...", "I'm sorry" She replied cutting me off, I looked at her cluelesly then she said "Aditya I'm sorry for my previous behaviour and also for jerking off your hand, I was thinking something else and.. and I don't know...", She turned away from me and sat straight in her seat keeping her head in between her hands

I would be lying if I say it didn't hurt me, I agree I always know that she loved Karthik but now, after all this, it hurts to hear his name from her when I actually thought she is moving on from him, since childhood I loved her but my bad luck i never able to make a place in her heart but Karthik in just few days stolen her heart, it made me think that I'm not worth of her love but now I got one more chance which build new hopes in me... I really expected something from this new beginning and already started dreaming for a happily ever after which looks impossible now.... Especially after hearing his name from her..

I don't know whether I'm a selfish person or not but I want to become selfish for her, I want to make her mine no matter what, and after what happened between Karthik and her, I'm not sure whether I'll let her choose any other man, what if that man also behaves same like Karthik, I can't see her breaking down, not again, this is not only for her but also for me, I realised how much importance she have in my life when she is away from me for an year, I thought if she is leading a happy life even if it is with someone else then I'm okay with it and find my happiness in her happiness but after losing her I realised my happiness lies not only in her happiness but her being my side as mine, it pierced my heart when I saw her living a lifeless life, i even forgot to breath when I saw her lying in pool of blood, now I can't lose her, I'll try what all I can to make her love me, my love is pure and I want her to realise my love and love me wholeheartedly... from all these days situations are different so I didn't thought about anything else but now I really want to have a chance for us..