The Instagram Love

Chapter 4

It's our second month anniversary. 9-17-14. Yay! Tomorrow is my birthday so these are gonna be the best two days. He told me that tomorrow on my birthday he's gonna write the longest letter to me. Longer than any of the ones he wrote to me before. I love letters. It shows how people show their love for one another. They're worth more than anything. I don't know what I would do without him. I wonder everyday if in the future if I'm gonna do something to hurt him. I just have this feeling that I will. I hope I don't. He's a good guy. The one and only guy for me. If I hurt him I don't know what I'm gonna do anymore. Why would I hurt such an amazing guy that has a big heart. The guy that actually cares about his girl. That would never give up on her. I love him with all of my heart. I mean it too. I don't want to hurt him like his ex did to him. I don't like seeing him hurt. I just.... I just don't because when he hurts I hurt. I'm worried that I'm doing so good in this relationship. I feel like I'm doing a terrible job at it. He's knows what to do and how to act. I freak out because I'm afraid that I said or did something wrong. He says I'm not. I believe him. To be honest he's the only person that I can trust. Well besides my best friend. But there's something about him that I can tell him everything and he helps me with it. He's like a best friend that I've never had. I've thought for years that I would never have a boyfriend and I would be single forever but I'm not. I'm in a happy relationship with the most amazing best friend boyfriend that I could ever ask for. I hope one day we get married because I want to spend the rest of my life with him. I want to have at least four kids with him. I don't want nobody but him in my life or date or marry. He's all I want.

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It's our third month anniversary 10-17-14. I didn't think that we would last this long. I'm not saying it's a bad thing that we made it this long I'm just saying that time goes by fast and that he's still mine. He's literally all I want. I don't want anyone or anything else. He's all I need in life. I'm glad that we made it this far. It may not seem like a long time but to me it is. It shows that we care about each other and that we will always be there for each other. We are never gonna leave each other. I honestly don't see a need to leave him I really don't. He's my life. If people don't like it they can go die in a hole cause he mine and I don't care what anyone says. I'm not gonna let anyone get in our way. I will love him until the day we die. I wanna grow old with him. I want to have kids with him. Yea I still think that other guys are cute but I will never like them because he's cuter and I love him. I know that we won't have a perfect relationship but I don't want a perfect one. Because then that means we weren't meant for each other. I know that we were because he's everything I've been looking for in a guy. To me he's perfect. He's everything that I could ask for. I would give up everything to be closer to him. I hoped hat we stay together until I'm 18 and I move to California to be with him.