Love til death

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Narrator

It's been 2 days since Kairi asked Y/n out, and boy were they loving life. Kairi recently asked Y/n on a date night, set for Friday.

Y/n was very excited because on Friday she was going to spend some time with, the love of her life. It felt like nothing could go wrong. She wears a smile everyday at school now and when her eyes meet with Kai's, they glow. She was a little scared when girls were around Kairi though. She just didn't want her first love to cheat on her.

But even after every good day, she wonders one question....

Why me?

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As Kairi was getting comfortable under the bed sheets, Y/n was lost in her thoughts.

"Y/nnnnn," Kairi complains dragging out the "y/l/l(your last letter of your name)", "come lay down. It's getting boring over here."

Y/n stands up and walks towards the bed in front of her. She lies down and turns, facing the opposite direction of Kairi. Her once watery eyes are now dripping with tears, as she silently cries.

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Kairi's POV:

"Y/nnnnnnn," I complain as I drag out 'y/l/l' of her name, "come lay down. It's getting boring over here."

My beautiful girlfriend stands up and walks towards me, slowly. She looked sad but as if she was trying to hold it in.

She lies down facing the opposite direction of me.

What's wrong with her, I thought

***
About 5 minutes later, I heard sniffles coming from Y/n's direction. I was confused, why was she crying?

"Baby. Are you okay?"
She slowly nods her head 'no' and I started to get worried.

"What's wrong?"

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Y/n's POV:

"What's wrong?" I heard Kairi say

I was trying my best not to talk because I'm going to start sobbing. I just nod my head 'no' as in, I don't want to talk. I could feel guilt rush through my body, sending shivers down my spine. I looked up at the confused boy and sighed.

"I don't know Kai," I looked away for second, then back at him, "why me?" I ask him

I have been ashamed of who I am for a very long time, Kai knew that. He's always tried to cheer me up in the past but because he left me alone and backstabbed me, I've gotten even more insecure. I've tried to calm myself down and tried to tell myself that I'm his girlfriend, but then there's the other girls. The prettier ones. They're perfect. I'm not. I wish that I had more curves, a better snatched waist, better jawlines, a better smile, prettier eyes, and longer hair. That's what every girl has, but me. So that's why I can't believe that someone like, Kairi, wants someone like, like.....me..? He could've asked any girl out, girls prettier then me and have better bodies then me. So, Why.......Why.....me?

"What do you mean," he asks while tucking a piece of hair behind my ear, "my love?" He finishes his sentence.

"You could've had any girl, any better girl. But you chose me. I'm not as pretty as those other girls, I don't have a snatched waist like them, a pretty face, wider curves, a better anything. So why me? What do you see in me? And not in those other girls?" I had to let it out so I said this while sobbing.

"Because my love, your so amazing. When I looked at those other girls before you, I saw nothing but fake, someone that's going to break your heart. But then," he said quickly, "I look at you, and I see my world. My eyes light up every time I see you. Every time you smile, it makes my day brighter. Your my everything, my world, my fireworks on a cloudy day. My light in the darkness. That's what happens in my brain when I see you, but my stomach. Oh you don't know. Let me tell you," he said before letting a light chuckle out, "my stomach feels like a zoo of butterflies, they flutter around, especially when I'm with you. I hug you and your beautiful scent fills my nose. Not just that, I love when your studying hard, you twirl your hair and bite your lip. When your really happy, you do that cute little happy dance. I love it when you smile and you do that little nose scrunch. When I wake up in the mornings and see you next to me, my dreams come true. My mind is set on you all the time. Your the best thing that has ever happened to me and I'm super happy that I met you. I love you Y/n. I really do and I will never cheat or let you down. That's my promise that I'm never going to break."

"Yeah but, I'm the nerd. No one likes me. Then you come along and start liking me then start backstabbing me, then come back into the liking thing. I love you Kairi, I do too. Okay? I love you so fucking much. Your the absolute best thing that has happened in my crappy life, but why, just why, me? The nerdy girl, among all those higher, way more popular girls?"

"Because, your mine and I'm yours, okay? But you have to promise me one thing, Okay??"
I nod my head 'yes' and pull out my pinky.  He latched his pinky with mine and starts
"Even if you get popular, you won't leave me. Please?? I love you and your the love of my life and I need you in life. I will always be here for you so just return the favor by doin the same. Okay??"
I nod my head as we both kiss our thumbs.

I look into his eyes and he leans in for a kiss... I kiss him back and things escalated pretty quickly....

He slowly started to take off my shirt and ripped jeans........

He started kissing my neck, sloppy, wet kisses, even some love marks.......

TBC.........😗