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Sometimes people can't understand themselves and their feelings too. Its just normal, at least once in a lifetime it happens with us. But the thing is some people ignore those and some can't get over why they are feeling this way.

JB thinks of keeping quiet and not tell Nayeon that his feelings for Seulgi are not that firm but he can't keep the fact that they'll keep on teasing him with her name even if he is not in love with her.

"Nayeon the thing is that yes i was attracted to Seulgi and liked her too but i don't love her the way its supposed to be. Yes, am saying this to you but its the truth. I hope you'll understand what I want to say. Even if the things went well after I confess I don't want to give her false hope, I don't want to hurt her. And I figured it out that its was just attraction and nothing else." JB leaves as soon as he says this to Nayeon.

Yes she couldn't digest what she just heard but she was glad and proud of him that even if he liked her he didn't want to make false promises to anyone. Yes people usually confess to whom ever they feel attracted to not being in love and end up breaking peoples heart for no particular reason. JB had liked Seulgi for almost 3 years but he still made sure that his feelings for her was genuine enough to actually confess to her and also to figure out his real feelings for her.

When JB was leaving Nayeon shouted at him "Oppa, you are so cool." to him. It made him smile wide, like genuinely. Nayeon really admired Jb as a great, humble, passionate big brother but the respect she had for him doubled this time after this. She felt really lucky to be surrounded by such people in her life. Of course she would play and tease people she is close with but JB telling her his real feeling made her felt thankful for the people around her.

Obviously his members would tease him whenever he used to go back from practicing upon reaching their dorm but this time he looked pretty serious. He wants to say to them all those things he said to Nayeon earlier but its awkward that he'll tell those feelings of him like it doesn't mean anything to him. But as he and Jinyong are there for each other since pre-debut, he mostly relies to him if he ever has to talk about the things going on his mind and Jinyong understand him. So he finally says those thing to Jinyong and he makes sure that he'd tell other members too about this thing. Members understand him and yes they make fun of him and tease him for stupid reasons but they also admire, respect and love their leader. They understand that they shouldn't do anything that makes him uncomfortable using these topics. And also being leader of such cute dorks no leader can be serious for long enough. They back to their own funny and dorky way.

Jimin on the other hand, has lost his shit. He is alone in his rom chugging glass after glass of that expensive whiskey his friend gave him a long time ago. He doesn't drink much so he kept that bottle for a while now, but the day came that he has to feed himself alcohol to drown himself in guilt for what he did to Yerin and also Seulgi taken by other man. Its was like he was overreacting to things happening with him. But this man was seriously in love with her, he has never felt for anyone not even once in his life how he felt about her.

Taehyung and Jin saw him drinking and asked him if he was okay or not because the way he was drinking was not normal. He even tried to chug up the whole bottle at once but they stopped him from doing that. They constantly tried to talk to him for how he was behaving but he was so in sorrow that he didn't even bother to look at them. Of course tae and Jin got frustrated and left his room. Jimin fell asleep while drinking and he didn't even knew about it.

Seulgi making sure that Joy doesn't talks to jimin, asks her if she is in touch with him personally and Joy obviously says no.

"Why are you asking these type of question? I obviously don"t talk to cheaters." says Joy frowning.

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