Where am I going

Were am I

I'm walking in a warm meadow

Slowly my sunny meadow turns dark and cold

And I fall in a hole

They call it the hole of despair

Is it a trick, a dream, a lie

It's to much it's to hard

Cut off from the light

I slowly fall into deaths welcoming arms

I feel people try to grab me or save me

But I fall faster further

No light no laughter no love

Only darkness and pain

I fall faster and faster

I hear screaming

Then whispers

Screams of pain

Whispers of death

They become deafening

I'm dying, fighting, failing

Is there a bottom an end even a quick death

I just want out any where but hear

I'm about to give up

No light no Love no hope

I'm alone

I'm almost dead

I hit the bottom

Instead of feeling death

I feel ALIVE

I'm shining

so bright it's blinding

Suddenly I'm rising

Soon others join me on my ray of sun

We rise, we conquer, we feel life

My prayers are answered

I'm saved we're saved

I'm out not alone though

He took the pain

He took the dark

He even took the death

He took it all onto himself

Now we're all free

I was saved I'm back in the meadows with the others

Plus my best friend my savior

The only one that took my sins

My anger my pain my past it's gone

Gone to him

Now I'm alive in Jesus Christ

My lord my savior my best friend