PERFECT

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"Chaeyoung what about us???" Lisa cried as she knelt beside Chaeyoung's bed clutching onto that awful piece of paper.

"Lisa...i-i" Chaeyoung stuttered out as she felt fresh hot tears crashing down her rosy face, matching the ones falling down her friend's.

The door barged open with Jimin and Jin carrying what seemed to be an unconscious Jungkook, Chaeyoung almost flew up snatching the letter and hiding it under her pillow.

"OMG!" Lisa shrieked, "What happened?" Chaeyoung asked.

"BM called saying he took some sort of drug....we really need to get going, Chaeyoung make sure to take your tablets tonight alright? And just let him rest okay?" Jin spoke after placing Jungkook down and kissing Chaeyoung's head.

She nodded and the two boys left to deal with their problems. 
"Now Chaeng-"

"We'll talk about this later?" Chaeyoung sighed.

Lisa just nodded and slowly left, Chaeng huffed before tucking Jungkook into bed and taking her pills into the bathroom.

Once she stepped in she began to take off her uniform and winced at the old scars on her wrists.

She stopped after she saw the effect it had on her friends, they cared more then her two remaining people who were related to her did.

But that didn't stop the thoughts and that didn't stop the abuse.

Chaeyoung is now numb to it, use to it, hurt by it.

Her thoughts drifted off to how everyone thinks she is popular but the fact that she has many secrets can make her tear up immediately,

While she stepped into the shower, her hand brushed across the scar on her collarbone. That night flashed through her memories....she was 15 when her uncle stabbed her.....15 when he used it against her for her to submit into letting him rape her.....15 when all her innocence was taken by her own family member.

Looking back the only person that ever cared was dead...her dad was dead. HER fault. Chaeyoung's mother became a prostitute and this may seem funny but she died because of an std. And it wasn't like she needed money...she did it because she was a slut. She had her first customer the day after Chaeng's father died and now thinking back, Chaeyoung knows she was having affairs.

If it wasn't for the taste of salt water Chaeyoung wouldn't of realised her tears cascading down her face. She shivered, looking at her pruny skin she turnt the shower off and dried herself popping her pill.

Earlier today, Chaeyoung made a promise to take her pills which did relieve a lot of stress from her friends shoulders apart from Lisa. Only Lisa knew the truth but Chaeyoung felt guilty knowing how much she has affected her friends' lifes.

Jennie and Hoseok are the most stressed.

She sighed now fully dressed, she made her way to a sleeping Jungkook and put a damp towel on his head before making her way towards her bed before dozing off underneath her grey duvet.

Tomorrow night the school will take off back home and she would have to feel the wrath of her 'family'

*Jennie POV*