Love At Last

Lost in Thoughts

When I got to my room, I saw my roomate
What happened to u, u gat to clean up, You are a Mess!
I bumped into a blind jerk, he spilt coffee all over me.
I undressed and reached for my toiletries, when I heard her say, u didn't even thought it wise for me to know your name.
Am sorry its Ema, when I came out we ordered pizza nd talked a little about ourselves and went to bed

I undressed later on and went to bed, but then thoughts started thrilling through by head.
Yea of course,I was happy to finally be alone but I couldn't stop thinking of all the horrible things I have been through my father.He made me hate men and never want anything to do with them, at first I thought since he didn't treat us as his kids and bullied on us and our mom I felt I could get the love from guys that I thought loved me then instead they broke me!
I started feeling sad that night because I had been through alot in the hands of men and two of my previous exes before I gave up on dating.
I finally decided not to have anything to do with men, for that reason any scenario that has to do with dealing with a man wake me up at 2am I'll be very happy to do so.
After all my thoughts I went to bed and slept peacefully.