SAFAR ZINDAGI KA

Chapter 10

  It had been a week since Shehnaaz was sent to the secret room . It was the 11th of December yes a day before Sid's birthday. Sidharth was getting Anxious and now he was worried about her. Asim to was getting restless. The others turned no stone unturned to instigate them. But they were surprised neither Asim nor Sid reacted to them. They just used to walk away. No one understood this change they couldn't decipher  this was the same man who would loose his cool on the the smallest things. "Bb please batadijiye Shehnaaz ki health kaisi hai?" Sid asked in the camera. He was eagerly waiting for the wkw so that he could ask sir how she was. For once in his life he didn't care about the camera's.

   
     He had spent the whole night fighting his feelings but even the thought of her not being his or being with someone else put his mind into a frenzy. This was the first time he was vulnerable for someone. His heart won the battle over his mind. After all they had been through in this house he was sure he would never receive such unconditional love from anyone else. He was finally ready to admit it to himself and maybe even her. He had spent so much time thinking and analysing but he was sure. The more he thought about it the more he fell for her. She had always put him above everything and that was all he needed.  He was ready to face any situation with her. They both had seen so much in life. They both were perfect for each other in everyway. He was calm , she was the storm. He was radical, she was impulsive. He thought from his mind, she from her heart. He was the canvas she was the colour. They fit perfectly together. They truely brought out the best in each other. The last thought in his mind before sleep consumed him was that he loved her. He was not going to fight it anymore. Once he finally admitted it to himself he was more eager to see her. He was getting worried after admitting it to himself his worry also increased a lot more. It was as if he was allowing himself to fell emotions which he was fighting. All his emotions and feelings towards her intensified. He felt a lot more protective and  responsible towards her. He found himself doing thing he used think were stupid and he would have never imagined himself doing. He made a wish to have her with him on his birthday.

  
   On the other hand Sana was proud at how Sid had contrôlée himself in her absence. She felt so overwhelmed when he used to ask bb about updates regarding her health . This was the kind of love and affection she craved for but never got in her life. Seeing Sid miss her and go out of his way for her made her believe her faith. She didn't care for the thousand reasons they wouldn't work out because she couldn't imagine a life without him. She was missing him a lot . She would often yell at the screen when others hanged up against him. Her heart hurt being away from him. She had never felt this way before. Everytime she would see the other girls coming close to him she would feel angry. She had always believed in a greater being . The trusted her intuition. And being away from him and seeing how he protected her she knew he was the one. She realised she had fallen for him. He was the only thought that consumed her mind and heart. She wanted to be back before his birthday . She ensured she took proper care of herself so she could return back as soon as possible. She craved his love and care. 

   It was evening and everyone was getting ready for the wkw. Sid was nervous. He got dressed in a blazer and waited for Asim to finish getting ready. Both of the boys were ready and joking around. "Tu Generally apne birthday pe kya karta hai." Asim asked him. "Kuch nahi hum sab full family kahi holiday pe Jahte hai and we spend some quality family time. Aur fir Diya ke saath cake bake karta hu . It has been aur thing since she could eat." He chuckled. They moved toward the screen and got ready for the shooting to start. Everyone was seated and the mee tv came on. Salman was there and he looked very angry. "Kaise hai app sab?" He asked . "Thik hai." Everyone replied. "Sir before you continue kya app bata sakte hai ki Sana thik hai ki nahi?" Asim asked. "Ha woh thik hai , she is recovering. Tension maat lo woh bohot jaldi wapas aa jayengi."he replied. "Waise Yeh baat se yaad aaya, Paras tumhe baar ki baate andar Lana bohot pasand hai na ? Sana ko itna provoke karne ka aur Sid ko bhi instigate karne ka. Do you have any idea tumhari wajah de kya hua?" He yelled. "Sir kuch nahi hua bas drame hai uske." Paras said in a loud voice. "Ha sir woh aise hi hai, main apko batati hu." Himanshi supported Paras."chup , ek shabd nahi. Mere haath mein hota toh tum dono show se bahar hote. But let this be a warning aur ha main ghar valo ko ek clip dikana chata hu."Salman stated. He showed the clip of Himanshi and Paras planning . Sid and Asim's anger was increasing with each passing moment. They wanted to do something but they couldn't because of Sanas kasam. "Waise Shukla ji apne iss week Ek baar bhi Ladayi nahi ki kya baat hai. Waise kaise karte apki jaan ka Sawal tha." Salman joked. Asim was on the floor laughing while Sidharth turned red. "Sir kya juloos nikala apne." Asim managed to say though his laughs and Sid just through a pillow at him."Sir app bhi maat karo, badi mushkil se Asim ko jhelta hu." Sid replied. The others seemed confused at the interaction between the three but they knew that they wouldn't get answers . This type of interaction happened every week and every time they asked questions they got no answers. "Waise happy birthday in advance Sid." Salman said with a smirk. "Thank you sir ." He replied he could tell sir knew something that he didn't. The wkw went on . Bhau was eliminated.