Love Not Hate- Iwa x Oikawa

Love isn't enough

Oikawa's POV

I've been dating Iwa for about a year now. We've known each other for a long time, so it's not like we're just learning about each other's personality. We are learning about how each other acts differently to different signs of affection. Iwa-chan and I like to cuddle, a lot actually. He's a good boyfriend. He could get rude at times, but when he sees that he seriously hurt me, he makes sure to apologize for what he said. 

But this last fight was almost unforgivable.

It was our anniversary for one year of dating. I wanted to spend the day with him, as expected, but he seemed off like he didn't want anything to do with me. I kept bugging him to go outside with me, thinking that he was tired and once he got up he would be fine. But instead, he snapped at me. 

Shoving my hand off his shoulder, he yelled in my face. "Are you done yet, you sack of shit?!" I stepped back.

"What?" My sweet, loving boyfriend would never say something like that.

"I said are you done?! Bugging me, all the time! You're always in my way!"

"Iwa-chan.."

"And that stupid nic-name you gave me. I hate it! In fact, I hate you!"

"You hate me, Iwa?" I shook my head, not understanding what he was saying. "That's not right, Iwa. You always tell me you love me. You don't really hate me, do you?"

"I wouldn't say it if it wasn't true Oikawa! Get out of here! Out of my face, my life!"

"Iwa-chan...why?"

"It's simple, I'm sick of you!" He opened the door and shoved me out.

"Iwa! Wai-" He slammed the door in my face. I felt the familiar feeling of tears in my eyes, but I couldn't let them out. "Damnit Iwa! I don't know what's wrong with you, but I'll never forgive you for this!!" Even I knew that wasn't true. I started running, but the cruel reality of everything hit me. I stopped at a park and sat on the bleachers they had there, putting my head in my knees and started crying. I ignored the kids laughing and playing at the park below. I heard my phone go off with a familiar ringtone. Anger bubbled up inside me as I picked up my phone. 

"What do you want Iwa." I said, answering the phone. 

"I want to apologize."

"You can't fix it this time, Iwa."

"Oikawa, I've just been really stressed and-"

"Being stressed doesn't excuse you for calling me shit, and telling me to get out of your life."

"Oikawa...My parents are fighting a lot and I just took it out on you. And I'm really sorry."

"I don't know if I can forgive you yet. You can try to talk to me, but I don't want to be together for the time being." More tears streamed down my face. "I can't forgive you."

"I know Oikawa. Please. Just give me a week, and ill show you that I can be a better boyfriend."

"One week." I didn't wait for a response and hung up. I threw my phone back in my bag and stood. I ran all the way back to my house, and stormed into my room, locking the door.

Iwa's POV

I hated myself over what I said. I was such an idiot. Oikawa didn't deserve this. He didn't deserve it at all. He was just trying to get my attention because I don't give enough to him. I put my phone down and ran my hand's through my hair. I just broke up with Oikawa, and it was my fault. I decided to call him again tomorrow, just to see how he was doing. By the sound of his voice today, he had already started crying, and I don't blame him. 

I was being a total ass. I sighed and stood up, looking at a picture of the two of us together. It might not ever be the same after this. If we ever do get back together. I hurled the picture at the wall, breaking the glass.

"SHUT THE HELL UP IN THERE!" My mom yelled from her room.

"HOW ABOUT YOU?!" I fell back on my bad and put my hands in my head, crying.  "Damnit, damnit, damnit." I mumbled to myself. 

I was such an idiot.