Alone

My "Diet"

Charlie's P.O.V

I hate how I look, whenever I see my self in the mirror I say to myself "not thin enough" I only weigh 60 kilos which is huge, whenever I see myself in the mirror I keep seeing this massive person who keeps looking at me all the time and I can't escape it ever, the more weight I lose the fatter I get, why does this keep happening to me why do I have to be so fat it's honestly disgusting the way I look.

Another 2 weeks have gone past and I can't look in the mirror anymore so I covered it with a bunch of pictures of skinny models so I can look like them i also put thinsperations up aswell as quotes and instead of looking in the mirror I look at them instead and they make me feel so much better, my brothers never really seem to notice the stuff I do I leave them be and they leave me be unless we wanna hung out or something which never really happens.

I go running before and after school, I exercise whenever I can and when I do, I don't stop for hours and I try to stay away from fatty unhealthy food or most of the time all food, I try and wear loose clothing so no one can see how fat I am. One day my brother Blake came to my room and asked "hey Charlie, you wanna watch a move??" "Get out of my room don't you know how to knock seriously I could of been naked and you know I don't like anyone in my room" I got so mad cause I hate it when people come in my room cause I don't want them to see my mirror and think im some kind of freak or something, "sorry, but do you wanna watch a movie??" I started to calm down and said "yeah fine just gimmie minute, I'll be out in a sec" "okay" he said as he walked out, when he did I went to my bathroom to see something and then I saw a really fat person look right at me, after that I went to watch a movie with my brother.

Week 5 of my diet and I felt great I did get a bit dizzy every now and then but I just pushed through it, "hey have you lost weight Charlie??" My brother Blake asked "yeah 15 kilos, but I'm still fat so please don't look at me like that" I had said to him "Charlie what has gotten into you? You don't need to loose weight, you look great and by the way your not fat" my brother Jimmi said to me and I got angry, "stop looking at me like that seriously it's rude" I said as I stormed out of the house and started to walk to school and thought everything will be better at school.

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Hey guys I hope you like this chapter i know I do, now I think I have found a way to put this chapter in front of "6 weeks" yay, anyway please comment, follow and share.

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