What keeps You Alive

What keeps You Alive: Crush?

Sam's POV 

Nakauwi na kami ni mommy from the market and damn I'm so tired "Ano dinner?" I asked my mom and went to fix my pantulog kasi after eating maliligo na ko "Yung tira lang nung lunch" she said and continue doing her thing. I didn't really like the dinner so I have decided not eat dinner tonight. After kong maligo, humiga ako sa sofa to relax before doing my assignments and I opened my social media account, the usual sabog na naman notifications ko with friend requests with random people sa University. As I scroll through the friend requests that I've received may nakita akong guy na nagrequest saken 'Spencer' I said to myself, I stalked him muna for a couple minutes before accepting his request, maya-maya nagmessage siya saken and I messaged him back, so we both decided to talk and get to know each other that night.

(SM - SAM, SP - SPENCER) 

SM: Anong class and section mo?

SP: ABM 12 A, ikaw HUMMS diba?

SM: HUMSS* and yes, how come hindi kita nakikita sa campus?

SP: Talaga? Lagi kita nakikita eh, tsaka nakita kita kausap mo si Valerie nung isang araw

SM: Oh so ikaw ba yung tumawag kay Val sa klase?

SP: Oo HAHAH tanda mo pala muka ko

Then we continue to talk buong gabi and decided to see each other bukas ng umaga since same naman kami na morning class and may flag ceremony bukas so kelangan ko den pumasok na maaga. I can't believe na I'm talking to other guys when my crush is out there, nakakatakot naman kasi talagang mag first move ng pagcha-chat lalo na sa crush mo. I texted Spencer asking him kung nasan na siya 'Uyy Spencer san ka na?' I sent him the text then he immediately replied 'Late ako pero nakita kita' he said and napapalingon na lang ako kasi hinahanap ko siya and hindi ko siya makita. After ng flag ceremony, nag-aya ako kay Kiera sa cr and kinukwento ko sa kanya si Spencer and habang nagkukwento ako sa kanya napansin ko na may dumaan na 2 guys sa may cr, I think he was looking for someone tas bumalik agad silang dalawa ilang seconds pa lang nakakalipas nung lumagpas sila sa may cr. Napatingin na lang ako and so was the guy, nung tapos na mag-cr si Kiera pumasok na sa loob ng room yung 2 guy na nakita ko "Kiera, nakita ko na si Spencer" sabi ko sa kanya "Luh pano?" she asked me na mejo naguguluhan "Dumaan sila ngayon lang" I said then immediately text him para i-confirm na siya nga yung nakita ko sa may cr.

SM: Uyy ikaw ba yung nakita ko sa may cr?

SP: Oo ako yon HAHAH kasama ko yung kaibigan ko

"It was Spencer nga" sabi ko kay Kiera "Oh kilig ka na niyan?" sabi niya saken pero umiling lang ako kasi yung totoo kong crush ay nasa ABM 12 B, which is parang hindi ako magugustuhan non :<. After class, I texted Sky nakuha ko kasi yung number niya kay Jhensen and I think sinabi naman ni Jhensen sa kanya na kinuha ko yung cellphone number niya from him "Sky, after class ko meet me sa tambayan may bibigay ako sayo" I sent him the text and wait for a reply pero wala akong nareceive na reply kaya ayon pumunta na lang ako sa tambayan kahit wala akong assurance na pupunta siya. Minutes later nakita ko na siya naglalakad towards me "Sorry di na kita nareplayan mejo busy ako this week kasi malapit na teacher's day" he said and sat down beside me "Ano pala yung bibigay mo?" he asked me in excitment in his tone, I smiled at him and handed the chocolate na promise ko mejo matigas pa yon ah kasi kakagaling lang sa ref non and tinabi ko siya s tumbler ko na malamig para hindi matunaw "Pampa-energize kasi busy ka diba?" I said and smiled at him "Thank you, Sam" he said and smiled back at me "Pres! need daw ng report kay Sir Rodrigo!" sigaw ng friend niya na si Caillen "Oo na teka lang" sigaw niya kay Caillen, grabe alam kong pagod na siya pero hindi siya nagpapahinga kawawa naman si Sky :<, "Uuna na ko sayo ah dami ko pang gagawin ih" sabi saken ni Sky at umalis na.